Chapter 23 (Blairs perspective)

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When he was cleaning my cut on my face he was trying to tell me something. He was hesitating, he took about 2 minutes to finally say it. "...I uh...when I was younger...I thought this one guy in my class was cute...I asked my dad what I should do...he got really pissed...told me to never say anything like that...that it's just a phase...that I'll get over it..." he finally said.

What? What in the world was he talking about? Is he saying he's bisexual? I'm confused. I looked at him in confusion. "What?" He asked. "Nothing, I just don't understand" I said. "...I'm saying that I don't think it's a phase anymore" he replied. "Okay...why do you say that?" I asked. He looked at me as if I was an idiot and sighed. "What?" I asked.

"I'm saying that...uh..." he started to say before I looked at him curiously. He set the cloth down that he was using to clean my cut. "Well..." he said. He kept his hand on my face and looked at me reluctantly. Once again Jay got closer to my face. Was he teasing me again? I just stood there looking at him.

He started slowly tilting his head to one side. Like before I just sat there. He kept just getting closer and closer. My anticipation grew stronger the closer he got. I wanted to...but something told me not to, that he was just teasing me again. He slowly put his hands on my shoulders.

I still sat there not knowing what to do. His lips got to about 3 centimeters away from mine before his phone rang. He picked it up and violently threw it at the wall. He quickly, nearly knocking me over he put his lips locked on mine. I've seen him do this a million times to Luci. He's never done it this way before. It seemed different.

It wasn't making out, it wasn't careless or sloppy. It was slow, it was sweet. I've kissed people before but it was never like this. I'm so confused. I wanted to resist it but I'm not really that strong, I'm not good at holding back urges, so of course, I kissed back. He didn't stop for a while. At this point I didn't even know if this was a good or a bad thing. I just went with it.

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