I Can't Love you More Than This- A Niall Horan love story

Chapter 66- Anxiety

I spent the next anxiety filled days blowing up Nialls phone by calling, texting, nonchalant tweets, Skype calls, FaceTime, and even Facebook messages...to which he replied to none. I was becoming very frustrated with him. My phone began ringing in my hand, my heart began beating faster... I looked at the name on my screen and saw it wasnt Nialls it was Louis. "Hello?" "Jordan... I know that you haven't heard from Niall, I just want to let you know that he is here and he is okay" "okay... Thanks Lou" "How are you holding up?" "Honestly... Not good. I messed up but he over reacted. He didn't have to leave without saying anything or even a goodbye! And now he isn't answering any of my calls!" I said my voice getting thick with tears. "Jordan- you know I love you and your one of my best friends! Niall just deals with things different, I'm sure he will eventually come through. You guys don't fight that much" "I know Lou but... I-I I always and the one who is causing the problems and I'm afraid this time he won't forgive me for keeping this from him" "Just calm down, I'll try talking some sense into him. In the meantime do you want me to send El over to your house?" "It's up to you and her" "I'll call her then talk to Niall. Got to go, love you Jordan" "Love you Lou" I said before he hung up. I tossed my phone on the couch and looked at Liam and Ariel playing with their toys on the floor. I smiled momentarily before resting my head in my hands. A few tears slowly made their way down my face, I felt a small hand on my cheek "Mommy Kay?" I heard Liam ask in his adorable voice. Ariel was standing behind him, I scooped the two of them up and put them in my lap. "Mommy loves you guys... And daddy loves you too. He'll be back soon" I said kissin them both. I heard the door open then close and Eleanor walked in with a couple bags. "Hey Elliebear" I said putting the twins down and hugging Eleanor, be careful of her baby bump. She was now 8 months pregnant. "I'm guessing Louis called you" she nodded "That and I didn't want to tell him but I'm nervous being home alone; 8 months pregnant. Do you mind if I stay here for a couple days?" "No stay as long as you want" I said smiling. "Anddd do you know what today is?" I looked at her and shook my head "June 8... It's your 22 birthday girly!" I smiled "Atleast someone remembered! I didn't!" I said laughing lightly. "This is for you" she said handing me a box. I opened it and saw an adorable pair of uggs I had been eyeing up for a while. "Thank you!"

It was now the middle of July and still no word from Niall. He was refusing to talk to me! Everytime I talked to one of the boys Niall would tell them he wasn't ready to talk to me yet or he didn't know what to say, he was busy. It was seriously ridiculous. Eleanor was still staying with me- making sure I took my meds and I helped her with her pregnancy. "Jordan" Eleanor said walking into the kitchen while I was feeding the twins "hmm?" "My water just broke!" My eyes widened "uhh okay get the bag and go to the car!" I said getting the twins. I ran outside and put them in their car seats. El carefully climbed into the passengers seat and I started to drive to the hospital. "Are you ok?" She nodded and gripped the seat as a contraction came. I grabbed my phone and dialed Louis "hey Jordan" "Louisssss!" "What?!" "El's water just broke! We're on our way to the hospital now!" "Oh my god! Paul I have to go! I'm gonna be a dad!" Louis shouted. I could hear him running around trying to get his shoes on. "I have to go we're close to the hospital. Ill call you in a couple minutes" I helped El out of the car, unbuckled the twins, carried them into the hospital while assisting El. They got her settled in a room, I waited in the hall and called Lou. "Paul got a jet and I'm getting ready to take off. I need to be there. Please help her until I get there!" "Of course! Anything for you guys" I entered the room where the twins sat in a chair and a doctor talked to El. "Jordan you did a natural birth for the twins right... No drugs?" I nodded "no drugs unless I ask" she said to the doctor. Once the doctor left I told Eleanor that Louis was coming soon. "He may make it in time! I'm only 1 cm dialated" she said hopeful. "Im sure he will get here as soon as humanly possible... Want me to tell the other girls?" She nodded and I began texting Di, Dani and Ari about Eleanor's news.