I Can't Love you More Than This- A Niall Horan love story

Chapter 17- Im sorry

The boys and I were now in San Diego, CA. Its been about 2 weeks since  my date with Niall. I got to take my splint off last week. We just finished eating at Friendlys and now  I was driving Niall and I home. Yeah we told the boys we were going on a date. They were happy for us but Liam gave me a warning look when Niall told them. I pulled into the parking lot of the hotel we were staying in. Niall took my hand and looked me in the eyes.

"Jordan. Will you be my girlfriend?" he asked with a shaky voice. I had to find a way to say no without hurting him.

"I would LOVE to, but I dont think Im ready to date. And with your fans, they wont want you dating someone" I stammered. Niall looked pissed off, he opened the car door and slammed it shut before stomping off into the hotel. I sat in my car and cried, I would have loved to be his girlfriend but what Liam said... I slowly got out of the car and walked into the hotel. Niall and I were sharing a room. I wiped my eyes and walked up the stairs to our room. I slowly opened the door to find Niall laying in bed listening to his ipod. I grabbed trackies and a cami and got changed in the bathroom. I walked out avoided Nialls view and climbed into bed.  I silently cried myself to sleep.

I awoke to rustling of sheets and slammimg of doors. I rubbed my eyes and everything came into view. I saw Niall walking around the room.

"Im sorry" I croaked, he rolled his eyes and mumbled something under his breath. I got up and tried talking to him but he just pushed me away.

"Niall listen to me!" I shouted. He was about to open the hotel door and leave but I slammed it shut before he could open it all the way. I stood infront of him and stood on my tippytoes to be eyelevel. I couldnt believe what I was going to do next .Niall tried protesting to me shutting the door but before he could.. I pressed my lips onto his. His lips were tense and stiff at first but then I felt their soft warmthness come back. Niall  pushed me off of him and looked at me in disgust before running out of the room and probably the hotel.

I crammed my feet into a random pair of sneakers and threw one of Nialls tshirts over my head. I ran down the steps of the hotel which was probably quicker than the elevator. I ran as fast as I could to catch up with Niall who was down the street. My feet pounded against the cement and the rain poured down over me. I finally caught up to him and forced him to turn around. I looked right into his eyes that made me melt and spoke softly.

"Please just listen to me... it wasnt my  choice. Just let me explain" I pleaded. Niall shook his head

"Do you know how bad you hurt me?" he asked. I touched his arm but he flinched away. I could feel the tears stream down my face as he walked away. We were starting to cause a scene. I ran... I just ran. I finally stopped when I came across a playground. I sat on the swings and began kicked my legs back and forth. The rain got heavier as the day progressed. I continued to cry my eyes out. Atleast the rain would stop anyone from seeing my tears, no that anyone was outside.

I dont know how long I had been at the park but it was a while. My stomach was growling but I had no money with me... nor my phone and I was lost. The rain poured down over me but I could hear someone call my name. I ignored it until a person in a hoodie was standing next to me. I stopped swinging as they took off their hood. It was Niall. His blonde hair was matted to his forehead.

"Im sorry" he breathed. I didnt respond.

"Liam told me what you tried to" he said.

I looked at him "I wanted to date you but I knew Liam would never forgive me" I whispered.

Niall stopped my swing and pulled me into a hug which warmed me up. Niall looked at me

"Im sorry! I dont give a fuck what management says.Will you be my girlfriend?" Niall asked in his beautiful accent.

"I would love to" I said smiling. He smashed his lips to mine and I kissed back. Niall picked me up and sat me ontop of him. He began to swing , I laid my head on his chest and smiled. I knew I was making  the right decision.