Death Note Boyfriend Scenarios

When You Self Harm and He Finds Out

-TRIGGER WARNING!! SELF-HARM SCENES WILL BE DESCRIBED. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS TOPIC. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. THIS IS A PERSONAL ISSUE AND I DECIDED TO WRITE ABOUT THIS BECAUSE IT IS SOMETHING I HAVE DONE. THIS IS, IN NO WAY, MEANT TO OFFEND ANYONE.-

Light Yagami

You sighed and slipped on another long sleeve sweater to cover your now scarred arms. After Light and you broke up, you slipped into a world of your own. But it wasn't wonderland, and you sure as hell were not Alice.

L had called. He wanted to meet up with you, to tell you about how things were going to work with you knowing his identity and about the case.

It's not like I'm going to tell anyone.

You ended up arranging to meet him for lunch, and you we sitting in a cafe, waiting for the detective to show up. When he finally did, you managed a smile and waved, calling him over. "Ryuzaki!! It's been a while, huh?"

"Yeah," he agreed, sitting down across from you. "So? Are you feeling alright? With everything that conspired... I was worried about you."

"I'm... Trying," you said, "I mean, it's horrible, what Light did. But at the same time, I somehow don't blame Light."

"{Y/N}, what-?"

"I mean, Misa's a model. I'm just... A witty university student. I'm not pretty. I'm... Average." You explained, and L seemed to soften a bit.

"You're not average, {Y/N}. Even so, if you are, how is that a bad thing? Being all high and mighty can have its own downfalls, you know."

"I know, but, at the same time, L," You argued, "When I look in the mirror now, all I can see are reasons why Light cheated on me."

L seemed to study you for a minute before humming. "Let me see your arms."

What?

"L... why do you need to see my arms?"

He cocked an eyebrow. "Did I stutter? Show me your arms, {Y/N}."

You took a deep breath and offered L your arm as he rolled up your sleeve and gasped. "{Y/N}..."

-LATER THAT DAY-

Your doorbell rang and you sluggishly made your way to the door, your arms now bandaged with L's help. "Who is it?" You groaned, and opened the door.

Light Yagami stood there, immediately hugging you. "I'm sorry, okay?" He apologized, "I can't believe that I made you feel that horrible. I'm so sorry."

Your eyes stung and you hugged back, burying your face in his chest as you let yourself cry and nod as you accepted his apology.

L Lawliet

It was blazing hot outside, and even hotter in the bakery. But the long sleeves that were draped on your arms weren't because you were cold, but because you were hiding how bad the breakup had hit you. Yeah, self-harming was a nasty habit, but old habits die hard. And the feelings you'd had for L were strong.

Speaking of the little shit, you hadn't seen him come to the bakery in a while, but he kept sending Watari for his sweets.

One day, you'd given up on ever seeing him again, and work was like usual. You were frosting one of the shop's cakes when the bell rang, indicating that a customer had entered. "Can you get that?" You asked a cooworker, who went to the counter to speak with the guest.

"{Y/N}, its for you!" She yelled, and you sighed.

Please don't let it be Watari again.

But when you got to the front of the store, L was standing there, a blush plastered across his face. "H-hey, {Y/N}."