My Killjoy Story

Chapter 23; 1 week later..

I’ve been getting some great ideas in my head in the few days/weeks ive not been writing and im really sorry that ive not been uploading or writing but I’ve had a lot going on in my personal life just no;/ My Grandad collapsed on Saturday, I’ve been getting bullied and stuff;/ so yeaah, not been the best week or two, I’ll try and upload more and im sorry I’ve not been uploading much. I Love You All, You Help give me Hope!<3 I Hope you enjoy this Chapter, HollyIero<3

P.S- I’ve got like 5 or 6 great ideas on new chapters;) and a few of them will begin in this chapter so yeaah, I amm quite excited to see what you guys think of them and I hope you like them(:

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Chapter 23; 1 week later..

-1 week later-

-Holly’s P.O.V-

We decided to let Michael stay here because well.. he didn’t really have anywhere else to go. Wren has been super depressed lately, I barely see her, but when I do I see Blood on her arms or small scars over her arms. We still haven’t done anything with Wren’s father she says she wants to talk to him but she needs sometime to think things over, I’m so worried about her, like she’s my best friend and I really hate seeing her upset. I’m lying on me and Frank’s bed staring at the ceiling thinking over my life, and my life has been amazing except from getting killed a few times and stuff, life has been overly amazing. I want Wren to be happy, I don’t want her to have burdens like her father.

(This Paragraph is true about myself)

“I have a few problems in my life, but to be honest I don’t really give a fuck about myself, I care about other people mostly, if any of my friends are upset or someone is hurting them I will help them the best that I can. I’ve talked people out of suicide and they say that I saved them from their selves, I help a few friends with depression like Wren, but Honestly I think it isn’t me It’s the inspiration I get from life, from the things I’ve seen to the things I’ve heard. I’ve been depressed, I’ve been a cutter, I’ve been suicidle, Yeaah, but the guys have helped me through that and I’m happy they did. I’ve been to hell and back but I’m still here and I think I’m still here for some reason, like ‘m going to change the world or something, it’s funny, I always wanted to do something to change the world..” I said quietly out loud trailing off at the end.

I looked to my side and I saw a pair of sharp scissors. I sat up and let a few tears fall down my face, I picked up the scissors and let out a sob. I unfolded the scissors and put the sharp leg to my wrist. “Don’t you dare..” I heard a whisper from infront of me, I snapped my head up and looked into the teary eyes of Frank. He walked forward slightly coming into the light and I saw he had tears falling down his cheeks and he looked all pale, I hiccupped quietly before I started sobbing loudly letting go of the scissors letting them fall to the ground and collapsing onto the bed. Frank walked over quickly and pulled me into his lap letting me cry into him as he cried into me. We sobbed loudly into eachother before I fell asleep.

-Frank’s P.O.V-

I felt Holly go slightly Limp and I knew she had fallen asleep, I laid her down and pulled a cover over her and smiled slightly as I looked upon this beautiful girl that was all mine. I wiped my tears and went out into the main diner area to find Gerard sitting over Mikey ,who had his head on the table, rubbing his back. I walked over to them with caution as I heard Mikey sobbing slightly, “Wren, she’s getting worse.. And the baby is due in a few weeks, ” Gerard said as I approached them, “So is Holly,” I said in a croaky voice, The both looked up at me with widened eyes, “She didn’t try to..” Gerard said trailing off slightly as I nodded looking at the ground. Gerard’s hand clasped over his mouth as I saw a tear fall down his cheek, “I’m sorry, I cant..” he said before running away crying. Mikey looked at me with a look of sympathy and I gave him a have smile back, “Do You Think they’ll be okay Frank? Like Really?” Mikey said as he put his head back down on the table, “I really don’t know Mikey, I guess they just need time.” I said closing my eyes.