My Killjoy Story

Chapter 37; A Beautiful Baby Boy

Chapter 37; A Beautiful Baby Boy

Hey Guys! I’m so Sorry I haven’t been uploading, a lot of shit be going down just now :/  I feel like im going back into my tornado of depression and I probably am :/ so Yeah! I hope you continue reading, been thinking about how to end this story, and I think I have the perfect idea in mind(: HollyIero xoxo

-Ray’s P.O.V-

“Alexander Ryland Toro..” I said quietly as Dr D passed him to me. Holly had a tear in her eye, as did I. I looked past his small face to Kat’s grinning one. “Can I hold him?” she said quietly, I handed him slowly down to her. She grinned down at our baby boy, “Hello, I’m your mummy, and that’s daddy with the big ‘fro, and this lovely lady is your auntie Holly, You have lots of Aunties and Uncles who love you,” she said quietly before kissing his forehead. I knelt down beside Kat’s head and kissed her forehead, we both looked down at our little baby boy, our beautiful baby boy.

Holly looked down at us teary eyed, this must be so hard for her, having to watch us with a new baby when she only lost hers a few days ago. I half smiled up at her and she half smiled back, “Would you like to hold him Holly?” Kat said looking up at her offering him up to her, she nodded and soft held him. She grinned down at him, “I think he’ll have your hair Ray,” she said giggling lifting up the tiny pieces of hair upon his little head, she offered him her index finger and he took it in his hand and squeezed it softly. She grinned with a tear rolling down her cheek, she wiped it away quickly and handed Alex back to me. “I’ll go and tell the others how your doing,” she smiled as she began to walk out of the room, I grabbed her wrist and turned her around, “You didn’t need to stay with us Holly,” I said looking into her pain drenched eyes, “I wanted to Ray,” she smiled. She took her wrist from my grasp and left the room quickly.

-Holly’s P.O.V-

I walked out of the door and I felt a small tear go down my cheek. Everyone looked at me, “Their Fine.” I said bluntly before running off. I ran out of the building, I needed time to calm down before I faced anyone. I found a giant canyon and I sat at the edge of it. I let out a loud scream before breaking out into full sobs getting flashbacks of the other day. I lost my baby. I lost my little Kayden. “K-AAAAAAAAAAYDEN-NNN!” I screamed into the canyon, I heard footsteps behind me and I turned to see Frank standing there with tears down his cheeks as well. He was obviously sad about me losing the baby too, even if it wasn’t Frank’s baby he still felt the pain I was going through.

He sat next to me and held my hand tightly, I looked at him and he looked so sad. He looked like he had felt the pain I did, like he had been one that lost the child. I let out a small sob and Frank put me in his lap and just let me cry it out. I felt myself drifting into darkness, I let the darkness engulf me and I was finally at peace.

-Frank’s P.O.V-

I felt Holly go limp, so I knew she had fallen asleep. I sighed and carefully stood up still holding her in my arms. I slowly walked back to the diner, as I walked through the door I saw everyone sitting around worried, even Kat was sitting with Ray, she had tear streaks down her face so I knew she’d been crying. She held the new-born baby in her arms and he cooed up at her.

“..Hey” I said quietly catching everyone’s attention. Everyone gasped and looked up, I half smiled and slowly walked to Holly and I’s room and set her on the bed. She looked so unhappy, so depressed. I had to make her happy again, I had too. I put the covers over her and kissed her forehead lightly before going back through to talk to everyone else.

“I’m-m so-o sorry Frank, I didn-“ began Kat but I cut her off, “It wasn’t your fault, she was only doing what she wanted, this is in no way your fault Kat,” I saw Mikey put her head down slightly. “It’s not your fault either Mikes,” I said half smiling at Wren, she half hugged Mikey and he kissed her forehead lightly. I looked over at Michael, he looked so angry, He was glaring at a piece of the ground and I swear if he was a super hero he would have laser shooting from his eyes right now.

We had been sitting in silence for a while, so I decided to go to bed. I excused myself from the group and went to bed. As I walked into our bedroom Holly was tossing and turning, even screaming. I ran towards the bed and straddled her grabbed her by the shoulders, she screamed my name loudly and then her eyes snapped open. She was panting and then she broke down in tears. I got off her and fell onto the bed pulling Holly in to my chest, she clenched my shirt in her hand tightly. I just hugged her, I knew she was still upset about Kayden and everything. After a few minutes she looked up at me, I looked down at her frowning. I wiped the tears from her cheeks with my thumb, “You still have Ella Holly, Remember that,” I said, She just nodded and snuggled into my chest, falling back to sleep.

-Kat’s P.O.V-

I felt so guilty. I made Holly feel like that. I looked down at Alexander and he frowned at me. I sighed and touched his cheek softly, his eyes softly fluttered shut and I knew he had fallen asleep. I looked at Ray and half smiled, he took Alexander from me. “Go to bed Kat, I’kll wake you later, You Need to Rest,” said Ray. I nodded and slowly stood up, I began to walk back to our room. “Oh, and Kat?” said Ray causing me to turn around, “Yeah?” I said smiling, “Your beautiful,” he said smirking.