My Killjoy Story

Chapter 48; The Recurring Dream

Chapter 48; The Recurring Dream

-I hate having to rush things but I don’t know how to continue on? I know where I’m headed with all of this but I don’t know how to get there. So I’m sorry but I’m again fast forwarding so that this story can finally end and it will be another weight off my shoulders.

I hate thinking of this that way but it’s just been so long since I started this and I don’t know what else to do now :/ I’m sorry<3

Holly x x

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-Holly’s P.O.V-

I woke up for the first time in a long time in a cold sweat and my heart racing. I shook Frank awake and hugged into him as he petted my hair, comforting me.

“It happened again Frankie, basically the same dream, but now…” I said as tears started to run down my cheeks.

He looked at me sadly, knowing exactly what I was talking about. He gave me a small smile and cuddled me in.

“Do you think it will really happen this time though, Holly?”

I looked at him sadly and nodded,

“Korse was covered in blood, and he looked old. It must happen this time.”

It’s been about 15 years since I last really thought about something like old times. Everyone is doing well and the kids are all grown up now, Wren and I still think about our little baby boys that we lost so long ago, but we have tried to move on with our lives as much as possible.

I have had one specific dream that has been recurring for the past 6 months, before it was an exact copy of the first dream but this time, it’s different. The past 15 years haven’t been the kindest to us all, wrinkles have appeared on our skin and the sags are beginning to show. Usually, in the dream…..

*Flashback*

I was in the diner with Frank and he was holding a little girl, she looked around 3 years old, she had dark brown hair and gorgeous Hazel eyes just like Frank’s, she was wearing a small Purple leather jacket with ‘Neon Insanity’ written on the back, she had dark grey skinny jeans on and a white vest top, she wriggled out of Frank’s grip and ran over to me I picked her up and held her with her legs around my waist. “Mummy!!” she screamed smiling up at me, “Hi Hunny,” I smiled down at her, she snuggled into me and I snuggled into her. Then Frank came over and snuggled into us too, then Gerard, Ray, Mikey, Wren, Mini Riot and another 2 girls came over and joined our hug, Wren had a big pregnant belly and she looked about 6 months in, I looked at this happy scene and I smiled thinking about this big happy family that I was a part of, and we had a child and there was another on the way. Suddenly everything got dark, and after a few seconds of silence Hundreds of Dracs came into the diner and started shooting Korse came in looking all proud of himself for finding us and finally being able to finish us off, He went straight over to Gee and shot him in the neck he slumped down the wall and he was looking at me I began crying my eyes out with my child still cuddling me, she saw Gerard on the wall and she got off of me and ran over to him and hugged him trying to make him wake up, but it obviously wasn’t working. I screamed as I saw a Drac aim and shot at her, but then Mikey came out of no where and got shot by protecting my little girl. I began crying again and grabbed my little girl before anything could happen to her. I ran. I left the diner, I left all of which I knew and I didn’t know where I was going. “Mummy, where are we going? Where’s Daddy?” she asked looking at me with a confused look. CRAP, I LEFT FRANK AND WREN!! Shit. Just then I heard something behind me, I turned and saw Korse... with a gun at Frank and Wren’s Heads.... I collapsed to my knees and began crying again,  My little girl wriggled out of my gripand ran over to her father, he knelt down and picked her out giving her a big hug, “Daddy!! Why is that man holding a gun at you and Aunt Wrens heads?” she asked in the most innocent way, “Because these men are evil El, Because they are evil evil men who will do anything to kill you, so I want you to remember this mans face and when you do see him, run for your life.” He said as tears rolled down his cheeks, “KILL ME INSTEAD!! PLEASE SHES PREGNANT AND FRANK DOESNT DESERVE TO DIE!!!!” I screamed, Frank put The little girl I now knew as ‘El’ down and she ran over to me and hugged me tight “It’s okay mummy, everythings okay..” she said trying to calm me down, I looked at her and smiled weakly, “Okaay, fine I will kill you instead,” Korse said smiling down at me. “Can I please give my husband and best friend one last hug before I die?” I said pleading, “Okaay, fine, just because I want to be nice today,” Korse said smiling down at me, I stood up and ran over to Wren first giving her one more Hug “I’ll miss you, Wren, We’ve had so many good times, i’ll watch over you forever I promise,” I said smiling down at her, she cried into my shoulder and she finally let me go so I could say goodbye to Frank, “Well.. I guess this is goodb-“ I was cut off by him kissing me with so much passion I felt tears fall down my cheeks, I would never feel this again.. we pulled away and looked into eachothers eyes still in each others embrace, there was so much pain in his eyes it was unbearable, I pecked him lightly on the lips “I Love You Fun Ghoul,” I said resting my forehead on his, “I Love You Too, Alteration Victory Revolver,” I said looking into my eyes for one final time, I walked back over to our little girl, “Ella Eisa Iero, I’m gonna miss you so much Hunny, your the best thing to ever happen to me since I met your daddy.” I began tearing up, “I’ll always be watching over you and your daddy, and even though you can’t see me ill always be here,” I said pointing to her heart, “But Where are you going Mummy? me and Daddy don’t want you to go..” she said, “Mummy has to go away, because shes not been a very nice person to these people here,” I said pointing to Korse and the Dracs, “But That doesn’t mean you should ever be nice to them, never let them get you Ella, Never” she nodded and let a tear slide down her cheek “Im gonna miss you Mummy,” she said letting more tears fall, “Im gonna miss you too El,” I said hugging her tightly, she hugged me back and we cried, we just stayed there crying for a minute, until I heard someone come behind me and tap my shoulder, I was expecting Korse but it wasn’t Korse... It was Aaron.. “What the Hell are you doing here?” I shouted standing up, “I came to say sorry Holly, I shouldn’t have hurt you and I want you back..” he said quietly, “I-“ I was about to tell him to fuck off but Frank punched him and knocked him out, “Don’t even bother you bastard,” Frank shouted at Aarons unconscious body, I smiled at Frank and kissed him passionately, “Mummy, Daddy, whos that?”Ella said looking up at us, “Thats another evil man El,” Frank said laughing, “oh.. theres alot of evil people here aren’t there?” “Yes, El, to many.” I said remembering I was about to die. “I Love You Frank, I Love You Wren, and I Love You Ella Eisa Iero..” I said quietly, “Oh, and Frank by the way.. I’m Pregnant Again,” I smiled for the final time before I heard a blood curdling scream..

*Flashback Ended*

But this time… we were all as we are right now. Frank’s hair slightly greyed, my Ella all grown up, me not being pregnant. I’m scared, I’m dreadfully scared of what is to come in the next few weeks, but I know I have all of my friends and family to help me through it.