A/N well it took a while but here it is the next part! I hope you like it...please don't hurt me.
“we need to talk” Alicia said harshly.
“About what because quite frankly I have nothing to say to you,” I spat at her.
“I didn’t mean to I...I still love him,” her voice was so sincere that it was hard for me not to believe her. “And besides he needs to know I’m pregnant.” I froze. Out of shock, out of fear, out of anger and at the same time out of excitement because Rian would be a great father that child would be very lucky.
“How do you know it’s his?” I asked.
“I didn’t actually sleep with my ex I was angry and I lied to him...I wanted him to be jealous I wanted him to want me again...It was stupid of me and I regret it because I love him. I love Rian I always have and I always will, Avery please help me get him back.” I wanted to say no. I wanted to say you lost your chance I love him more but I couldn’t because it just got a thousand times more complicated. I just lost him forever and it was my choice because this was for the best he would thank me one day. They would be happy even if I wasn’t. There was a knock on the door and I opened it to find Rian standing there holding flowers it broke my heart, especially when I saw him drop them at the sight of Alicia standing there.
“We need to talk Rian,” Alicia said softly gesturing towards the hallway.
“What if I don’t want to,” he responded looking at me.
“I think you might,” I told him pointing to the hallway. I waited as I heard arguing, then I heard crying then I heard a loud sigh and the door opened up and there stood Rian looking down at his feet because he was about to tell me that we couldn’t be together.
“You don’t have to say it I already know,” I told him wrapping my arms around his body as I felt tears slip down my cheeks.
“Tell me to stay with you and I will,” Rian said lifting my chin so I was looking him in the eye.
“I can’t. I will not be the reason that baby doesn't have parents who are together, I know a part of you still loves her so let that part take control...let that part give the strength to leave whatever the hell this was behind.” I knew deep down inside that we would never be together because like I had said before we never were able to get the timing right.
“We’re going to get married and be a family,” he told me quietly.
“I’m happy for you it may not seem like it because I’m crying but we can pretend they're tears of joy because you are my best friend and your happiness always comes first to me. I’m sorry but I need you to leave.” I began to push him towards the door.
“Avery, I love you.” Rian told me.
“You need to stop for both of us.” I replied.
