A letter A day

The nineth letter

The drive home was an awkward and uncomfortable silent one. He said that we would talk about it in private after we finished our ice cream. Now, were seated in his living room with only the moonlight shining through the dimly lit house. No ones home, except for us, and I bet that you all are thinking that we're going to do the nasty, nope, but things are going to get nasty.
"I-I would never cheat on you, it-it's something else. Meli, I have something to confess, I just don't know how to tell you." He finally says, breaking the tension that seemed to have looked around in the air like fog.
"You know you can tell me anything, I just don't like being lied to Tegan." I murmur.
"I-it's about my mom. You remember Cassy, right? Well, she thinks that I'm in love with her, so when me and you weren't dating, I decided to give her a chance. Worst mistake of my life. She's stalking me, and my mom is in the hospital. Since Cassy was our friend at one point, she visits my mom too. One day she followed me there, and, God, I'm such a fool. She trapped me, last night, in an empty room and we talked for awhile. She gave me a drink causing me to black out a-and I could've stopped it.
"I'm so sorry, Meli, I didn't mean for that to happen. I'm such a douche for not doing anything to stop it. I should've just walked out of the room. It's just, I thought she changed, you know?" He confesses. My eyes well up with tears and one falls down my cheek.
"I know you couldn't prevent that from happening, but w-why did you do that? And why haven't you told me about your mom? This is why we shouldn't have started dating until we started to get to know each other." I croak. He comes and wraps me in his arms and I seem to melt in his touch. He pulls apart so our faces are inches apart.
"I think I love you." He whispers. All the air escapes out of my lungs as if it were sucked out by a vacuum.
"I, I really, really, really, really, really, really like you, and I want you do you want me, do you want me too?" I sing. He lets out a low chuckle and makes our foreheads meet. His hot breath fanning my lips, I lick them out of habit and his eyes trail down towards my lips and he clenches his fists and shuts his eyes tight.
"You are such a tease." He whines. I let out a giggle and nuzzle into his neck, kissing the spot underneath his ear. He lets out a growl, and that's when I know that I got him. I lift up his shirt and he takes it off in one swift motion. He throws it on the ground and pulls me on top of him. I start kissing the now exposed part of his chest.
I don't feel like myself because I start licking his abs and kissing them. I hear a groan escape from Tegan's lips and trail kisses upwards till I reach his mouth. I kiss him with hunger and he licks my bottom lip, as if asking for entrance. I open my mouth and let out a soft moan. I wore a skirt and a nice black no shoulder shirt. I take off my shirt, exposing my white lace bra. He scans my exposed chest, his eyes coming up to meet mine with such hunger.
"Before we start anything, I want you to know that I only want to do this with you, it's only been you. It's always been you. I love you, and I'm sorry." Tegan murmurs against my neck. He kisses my sensitive spot, and I let out a moan.
"I forgive you Tegan. I love you too. I always will." I whisper. He claims my lips again and he bites down on my bottom lip, hungry for each other I rip off my skirt and toss it to the pile of clothes on the floor. He looks down at my white lace matching lingerie and tilts his head back, letting out a groan.
"You are a bad girl." Tegan's low husky voice says.
"Then punish me." I tease. He lifts me up and takes off his pants, revealing his Calvin Klein white underwear. We did not plan this.
He picks me up and kisses my neck, biting down on the sensitive spot. He carries me up the stairs and opens a bedroom door, laying me down on the bed, he climbs on top and starts kissing down till me reaches my hip. He looks up as if asking for permission to take them off, I nod and in one quick motion they're on the floor and I'm exposed.
"You're already wet for me." He smirks. He puts his head near my core and starts licking my clit with his tongue. I let out a moan, and as if that was the chant he needed to continue doing more, he inserts his tongue.
My fists grab the sheets as he starts making faster motions. I'm almost about to go over the edge when he stops.
"I never explored up here." He says while whipping off his mouth with the back of his hand.
He reaches behind me and unclasps my bra. It joins my underwear on the ground. His eyes explore my bare chest. I can't help but feel completely bare and attempt to put my hands over my chest, but Tegan stops and puts them above my head.
"You're beautiful, don't hide from me, I've seen it before." He smirks.
He starts kissing my left breast and then bites down on the nipple, licking after and I let out a moan after he moves to the other breast. He repeats the same thing. I reach for his boxers, as if telling him to take them off.
"Tonight, let me cherish you." He pleads. I blush but nod. He kisses my collar bone then goes up to kiss my neck, biting after every kiss. He then meets my lips and I kiss him with so much passion and love I didn't know I had. He growls in our kiss like the animal inside him needs to be let out.
My hands trail over his bare chest and he growls as if disapproving but does nothing to stop me. I touch his hard on, then grab it. He lets out a growl and puts me on top of him. I start riding him, grinding my hips. I'm glad I started the pill before our beach date. He touches my clit and then puts his finger in. He puts another finger in and I let out an unashamed moan. He puts one hand behind my head and into my hair, pulling me down till our lips meet. Our tongues explore each other's mouth. He takes his fingers out and breaks our kiss. He licks off his fingers.
  "You taste so fucking good." He says in a low, raspy voice.
  I trail kisses past his jawline to his earlobe. I bite and tug, then continue trailing down. I get to his belly button, then he lifts up my head and stops me.
  "Not tonight, I said I want to worship you." He reminded.
  "Can we go see a movie?" I question.
  "Of course, it's a date. What movie?" He asks.
  "Don't breath." I mutter.
  "You sure? It's a horror movie and you don't like getting scared." He says.
  "Then you can protect me." I smirk. He flashes me a smile.
  "What?" I question.
  "Nothing, it's just seeing you smile makes me smile." He admits. I smile and so does he.
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  I walk into the dimly lit movie theatre with a bowl full of popcorn. Tegan follows behind me, being protective. I choose a seat in the middle of the theatre and sit down. Tegan puts the drinks in the cup holder. It's 11:00 and I know for sure that I'm not going to sleep tonight. I realize that I feel something underneath my ass, I hand Tegan the popcorn and retrieve an envelope. Shit.