Stressfulno?

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Goten pov
I still feel so uneasy over everything. The fact that Vegeta noticed the mark on Okaru made me even more uneasy, I'm not even sure if I'm ready to bite his neck to actually agree to the whole mating process now. What if I hurt him? I have always been stronger than everyone expects...
Okaru wouldn't let me go outside after dad visited this morning. In fact he won't even let me leave the bedroom. He forced me to lay on top of him with my cheek to his chest and he keeps running his fingers through my hair, although it is quite soothing.
I can hear his heart beat. It's beautiful almost.
Bathump
"Oka-"
"Sh."
"Mh"
He hasn't let me speak yet either.
I think he is afraid I will vocally belittle myself even more than I already have.
"Hmmm"
His chest rises along with my upper body and then falls slowly.
His hands are warm and soft to the touch.
I like this feeling...
"Goten, what do I have to do to show you I love you?" He asks, kissing the top of my head.
I shiver and he notices.
"I don't want you to be afraid, but it seems that I must show my love intimately"
I shiver again at the thought of something that seems impossible. What the hell would sex be for two men? Where would he put it?
"But-"
"I will make love to you, and that will show you that I truly do treasure you."
"How-"
"Isn't it stressful holding back your emotions from me?"
He still won't let me talk.
"Yes, Goten I think it's time. I can't keep waiting any longer. I want to take you."
My whole body tenses completely.
Am I the one getting fucked?
"Oka-"
"Do not deny me."
"I'm not! Let me speak damnit!"
He freezes and then his eyes soften apologetically, giving me the notion that I am allowed.
I feel a blush creep to my cheeks as I realize what I'm about to say. This is embarrassing.
"oka-Okaru-sama, how does it work? Two males...having sex?" I feel my whole body heat up and he chuckles lightly, pulling me upward to kiss him lightly.
"I will show you. But know this, at this very moment, there is no stopping me because I am going to show you how much you mean, so don't you dare think for a second that I will stop for the sake of you becoming fearful. Do you understand?" I feel my spine tingle and nod with a gulp.
With that, it begins.
His big calloused and soft hands slide under my shirt on my back and press gentle spots here and there on the skin, making me tremble against his lips.
I can already feel myself growing in my pants and I can feel him too, in fact it's rather obnoxious the way it rubs against me.
A thick heat creeps to my chest, fingertips, and cheeks as he continues to delicately touch and rub any spot on my skin.
How does he do this to me?
His lips are moist, and I can feel slight drool dribbling from the corner of my mouth as our tongues continue to messily dance together.
"Han!" He bites my lip harshly and I can't help but cry out in slight pain and for some reason I expect him to care, but he doesn't.
He just continues to play with my sense of touch all over my back.
Slowly but surely his little finger to back massage creeps to the small of my back and I start to wonder why he goes lower.
I try to push the thought out of my mind but it continues to pound against my skull.
Okaru sits up with a grunt and wraps my legs around his waist, then starts to grind his hips heavily against mind and I can feel my whole lower body shake and move with his rhythm.
It's oddly sensational but I like it.
I feel his member through his pants again and my back arches, forcing him to lean more forward to kiss me.
"Nngh!"his thumb is somehow on my nipple, I hadn't noticed his hand move but it's there and he starts to pinch the bud between his index and thumb, rolling it.
"Hah!" Why does this feel so good? Isn't this something you would do with a girl?
I feel his face stiffen for a few seconds in some sort of reaction and then he releases the lock he has on my mouth and moves to lap up the drool from the corner of my lip that has fallen to my jaw and trailed down my neck.
His tongue is so hot and wet and it's making me nervous.
What if I....
Okaru's teeth graze my skin and I'm gone. That feeling I had before is back and I feel a desirable greed for his teeth.
He nips the soft skin of my throat and starts to move lower. I tighten my legs grip around his waist and lean back to give him more room on my chest to ravish. His hands are pressed tightly to the small of my back,as his tongue roams my now sweaty and hot skin.
He hums with the last flick of his tongue and looks up, eyeing me naughtily.
"You taste salty"
"Fu-shut-"
"Hush now,I'm not done here."
"Mh!"
I feel my erection twitch at his words anxiously.
What will he do?
He removes my legs from their position and lays me on my back onto the mattress with a gentle mentality.
Is he being slow?
Okaru grunts as he pulls down his briefs and practically rips mine off in an instant.
I feel my heart race and my body shudder.
What's next?
"Oka-"
"I said shush. Speak when I say." I have never seen him so demanding before and it slightly frightens me. Maybe this is payback for last night...
He grips my right leg with his left hand and pushes it up slightly, then gently presses his lips to my inner thigh and I can't suppress the small gasp that escapes my throat.
He continues to kiss his way down my thigh getting closer and closer to my manhood that sits propped upright and throbbing.
"Ah! Mph-hah!" Each kiss is more wet than the one before and every time it touches my skin I feel as though he is touching me with wet fire.
"Oka-ah!" Suddenly I feel his lips on my cock and he hums deeply as he slowly slides me into his throat.
Such a warm wet feeling is new to me. I feel like I'm going to explode already I don't know if I like this I-
"Ha-nngh!" I accidentally release into his mouth and he looks up, my fluid leaking from the corner of his mouth as he smirks, his eyes glinting darkly in mine and I shiver as he swallows loudly.
He has such a lewd expression and I don't know what to do as my knees buckle and slam together.
"No no no we need these open now." His warm hands slide up my shins sending tingles throughout the skin as he reaches the insides of my knees and pushes my legs apart again.
"I'm sorry i-"
"I like your taste. It's fine." He says it so calmly! How can he be so cool at such a time?
" now I need to prepare you for the final thing, Goten. Lick these two fingers for me."
He presses his index and middle to my lips and I open obediently, then begin to lavish my tongue around the digits.
He tastes, like a sweet fruit almost.. Is that unusual? I don't think I have ever tasted something so good. I start to suck on his fingers and my tongue curls around them as I tighten my lips and he growls at my actions.
"Stop or else I won't be able to hold back any longer."
I nod and shy off his fingers and suddenly he presses them to my asshole.
"Ah! No! That's not-"
"Be quiet."
"But that's-"
He shoves one finger in roughly, maintaining eye contact as I feel my whole body wrack in fear. Is this...okay?
"Ggh-it hurts oka-!"
He softens his look in his eyes and kisses my thigh soothingly.
"It will feel better soon, trust me."
"Ah! Aha! Pull it out ah! Please ah! Ow!"
He shakes his head and continues to thrust the digit in and out, soon adding the other, making me squeal in pain. I feel like I'm going to rip but he doesn't seem to notice.
His hands are so big I don't know if I can handle this!
I start to wince as he thrusts harder but suddenly he hits a spot that makes my back arch again.
"Hah!"
He looks up seeing my lustful movement and smiles.
"Stressful, no? To feel so good, and not even be done?"
I nod hazily and he growls at my expression on my face. I must look like a mess because I know my eyes are half open and my jaw is slacked but I keep moaning too loud.
His fingers slip out and I sigh, thinking it's over until he sits up and presses his tip at my hole.
"Oka-! It isn't gonna fit it's too-"
He leans forward and kisses my lips passionately, instantly shutting me up, then he pulls back, with a smug look and presses himself to my hole slightly, my body tenses.
"Of course it will. Try to relax or it might hurt more. You can hold me if you need to, or bite me or kick me or scratch me, but I'm going to do this because I love you. Won't you let me?"
Those words are enough to move me in such a way that I can't help myself anymore. I pull him down and instantly latch my fangs to the crook of his neck, and just as I do, he shoves his large pulsating member into my ass and I accidentally bite harder than I wanted to.
He moans loudly and I whimper at the feeling inside me.
"It's so-ah! Big oka!"
He shivers above me and I open my eyes to see him squinting slightly. Did I do something wrong?
"Oka-are you okay?"
He nods sheepishly and kisses my forehead,
"You're just so tight, I feel so good."
My lip quivers.
"Oka-it's too big, it hurts!"
He nods and slowly starts to pull out but my body is so tight that it makes it hard for him to do so. I think that he's done but he pushes back into me, making me bounce slightly.
"Hah! Please! Ah! Don't-move oka!"
He shakes his head and starts to thrust his hips slowly, my body forced to move with it and I can feel the tears in my eyes as it feels so thick and tight down there.
"Hah! Hah! Nng!"
He continues to move slowly and I start to feel my body loosen, accommodating itself to his size and force and soon he is pushing faster, the bed creaking loudly.
"Okaru!slowdown! Ah!" He shakes his head again and i feel a warm, wet tear drop splash on my chest.
He is....crying too?
My breath is scattered as I reach up with a trembling hand to push his hair out of his eyes and I see him with a lazy smile and flushed cheeks. He has small tears threatening to fall but he clearly isn't sad.
"Oka-what's wrong ah!" He leans down and kisses me softly.
"Nothing is. Everything is perfect. I love you."
He slams into me really hard and my body screams practically in pain before I can physically yell but it comes out as a loud moan. He must have hit something odd.
He continues to ram himself into that spot multiple times, each time I choke and gasp and he moans louder with each thrust.
I grip his forearms and he continues to push his way in faster and faster making the friction of our bodies heated.
"Okaru I'm going to-hah!" I feel myself release again, onto my stomach and he seems to nod sloppily as he continues to thrust heavier and heavier before something erupts inside me, hot and sticky and I shiver and tremble.
He came...
Inside me...
He falls to his elbows and lays silent above me for a few moments as he shudders and vibrates, catching his breathe.
I feel so full inside and it hurts more than anything but at the same time it feels good for it to be Okaru.
He lays his head on my chest and I can feel his panting as he pulls himself out of me and rolls over next to my trembling figure.
He curls my body into his and I smile tiredly.
"Goten, do you see now?"
I roll to face him and do my best not to wince at the pain in my lower half as I kiss his lips softly and nod.
" I love you, Okaru."
He smiles and presses my fingers to the bite mark I made.
"You marked me. Does this mean you accept me?"
What the fuck? Of Course I do!
My hand flys up and I smack him upside the head.
"Baka Okaru! Of course! Who ELSE would I do something so embarrassing with?! My ASS hurts like HELL you shit! You owe me dinner tonight! I am NOT cooking I can't even STAND right now how else am I supposed to ...........

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