The Saiyan Bond

Explanations are hard to come by

Vegeta pov
That damn fool doesn't know when to speak.
I look to the east and I feel a calm hum thanks to the crashing of the waves onto the sand. The sun seems to kiss my skin apologetically almost harshly and I lie down onto the grass I stand on.
My arm folds underneath my head for support and I sigh.
The gaze I held towards the ocean now drops to my own body and rests on my muscular stomach. It is as though such a stare might bore holes through the skin and it is when I rest my freehand atop my stomach that I start to cry.
"So is it true? You're trying to recreate your pathetic little Saiyan race after all this time?" Frieza taunts. He presses a long purple finger to the belly that has begun to show through my armor. I give a nervous smile and look towards Retaru who stands to my side. He nods.
"Y-yes sir." I look back to Frieza and he gives a smirk.
"And tell me now, who allowed you to do such a thing?"
My mouth drops slightly and my temple twitches.
"N-no one. It was....my choice."
"I see, and so you believe that when under my rule, you are allowed to choose what you wish?"
I am stupid. Blind.
I shake my head slowly.
"N-no lord Frieza."
"Well then, we will just have to teach you a lesson for making such a big mistake now won't we? I think Radditz should be the one to do the job."
We had lied and said Radditz was the father. It was too dangerous to have Retaru in suspicion. But now it was just as dangerous.
"Wait! No!"
Frieza turned back to me with a lifted brow and my throat caught heavily.
"Are you defying an order?"
"I-"
"Radditz, do it." Freiza ordered and I immediately felt the most fear I have ever felt in my life. I had never been so scared until Radditz stood before me with such an apologetic look. He had tears in his own eyes.
I hear my mate growl angrily to my side.
Retaru walked to me and held me tightly as I kicked and screamed begging them to stop. I was the only noise except for the apologies being yelled from Radditz mouth.
Retaru tightened his grip around my underarms and pressed his lips to the top of my head giving me a kiss.
"Please. Be still. We can fix this I promise he will not die in vain."
The very words made me want to kill everyone in the room but before I could do anything else, Radditz had made and shot the blast, strong enough to kill the child but not enough to harm me. I fell to my knees and leaned into Retaru whose arms held me to him and I sobbed as loud as I could.
Frieza chuckling harshly as he left the room.
"Why?! Why?! How could you you monster!!!"
I screamed and cried and cried and cried I even turned and punched my own mate in the jaw, to which he did not retort nor show any sign of fighting back.
"HOW COULD YOU LET HIM DO THIS?!"

My eyes open and I feel cold. I sit up to realize it is dark out. No sun. Just the moon.
"I wish it hadn't been so." I say to myself and stand, flying back to the Son house.