Notice Me (Kellic) (boyxboy)

8

Today I felt like I needed a little me time, after what went down yesterday... Just have to get away from everyone, I love my friends, but there's just days where I just wanna sit and think about whatever for an hour or two. That is how I ended up here, the park. I'm listening to music sitting in the tree I sat in when Andy and Ashley first met. Speaking of them, Andy is finding the courage to make it official hopefully it's soon so my Andley dreams come true. Yeah, that's right, I shipped it. They are so cute though. The little text between them are adorable as fuck. They get so happy to see each other.

Just about every time though, it reminds me of how I'm such a loner. Loner for life!! I can't wait for the day I'm finally being held in someone's arms and be so happy. I wish that person were Vic, but its not like that's ever happening. It doesn't help that I see him a little more now. Vic has started to actually come out, and sit at the table with us. Does it seem like he notices me though? Not one bit. I'm just, invisible to him.

I shouldn't be giving myself false hope, but I can't help it! I can't help how I feel for someone. Why haven't these feelings faded away by now? It's almost been two months. Two fucking months, of me having the hugest crush on this guy I've never talked to, and who's never really noticed me. Every time I see him I just wanna wave my hands in front of his face like, I'm right here hello!!

He probably still wouldn't even notice me. Why does life have to be so difficult? I mean, can't i just have the man of my dreams and be happy for a sec? No, because life hates me, life is a bitch. Sad thing is you've gotta live it the whole way through. What's that mean? Hurt, love, happiness, and whole bunch of other things. Why couldn't life Just be nice?

And ugh, fucking Hank. I don't even consider him family. That was the very first time he's even seen me, and he tries to talk about me being the way I am. Fuck, so what if I'm feminine and like guys? He can't fucking say anything when he hasn't even been there for anything. He wasn't even there when I won first place in the talent show. Damn it he pisses me off. I sigh, I need to calm down. I've gotta relax.

I start singing along to Panic!'s this is gospel piano version. It's so beautiful, and Brendon and his voice. My god that man can sing!
"If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
'Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart..." I sing. This is so relaxing... A minute later I finish off with the last notes.

"You know you have a really gorgeous voice!" I hear someone yell from below. I look down to see who it was. Vic?! Surprised, I widen my eyes, and a blush creeps up over my cheeks. I look down, opposite from his direction and stutter, "H-how much of that d-did you hear?" I ask. "Mm, I don't know... I think all of it." he chuckled. My blush got lighter. "S-sorry," I stutter. "For?" he ask. I take a deep breath, lets try not to be a stuttering mess. Kay? Kay.

"Probably ruining your relaxing evening at the park." I say. "You didn't ruin it." He chuckles, "If anything you made it better." he smiles. My lips stretch into a smile, and I pull my sleeves down over my hands, and cover my mouth. "And you doing that just made you look more adorable then ever." His words were making me smile like an idiot. "Wanna hang out?" he ask, a smirk on his face. Should I? What the fuck Kellin, don't question. You've been dreaming about this moment for two months!

I nod, and climb out of the tree. We start to walk, Vic breaks the silence. "So, I'm sure you know my name since you know Mel, and I already know yours. I wanna know more about you though." He says. "Well, I have a strong love for music, I play guitar. I'm gay." I chuckle. "Um, I really love bands. Me and my mom moved here two months ago. The color yellow is one of my favorites, I like art as well." I say.

"Ooh you should draw me something," he winked. "Like?" I ask. "Hm... a rose." He smiles. "Mkay, when do you want it?" I ask. "As soon as you can get it to me, take your time." He says coolly. God he's so amazing, his voice so sexy! Oh my god, I need to stop. "Color or no?" I ask. "Yes please." I nod. "What color?" I ask. "Baby blue, fading into purple tips. Probably put like a pretty light calm pink to help with the fading." he says. I think about it. "I think I can mange that." I nod my head.

"So it's only," he checked his phone, "Two thirty, wanna go eat, or catch a movie?" he ask. "Sure," I smile. We walk to his car. After we both get in, I relax in my seat. "Or we could do both?" he suggested. "Any things fine with me." I say. I look away, and smile.

This is so amazing! The thought of me and Vic kissing pops into my head. Woe Kellin, slow down. We just met, basically. All though that would be pretty amazing.

•+•+•+•+•+•+•+•+•+•+•+•+

Muahahahahah updateeeeeee haha hope you guys liked it. Love you all!!

Goal: 250

And these goals will stop after I finish a certain book promise. Idk if I told you that already Mkay byyye