Notice Me (Kellic) (boyxboy)

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I didn't want to get up today, and Mom didn't force me. Which I'm so thankful for, because I didn't have enough energy. I had a restless night. Nightmares filled with how me and Vic used to be and then he admits to me he never had feelings for me. I woke up crying. When I cried myself to sleep again, I had the same dream. It was suppose to be our 6th month anniversary today. Today would have marked half a year.

How could he do that to me? Who has the heart to do that? I knew it was too good to be true... everything happened too fast. I haven't even been here a year, and he notices me all of the sudden when he hasn't any other time. I was blind... stupid. More tears sprang out of my red puffy eyes. One thought can make me cry for what feels like an hour. I either cry myself to sleep or I stop and stare out my widow. Staring at nothing really.

Then the thought of how stupid I was to believe that someone actually had feelings for me.

Vic's POV:

I'm sitting here at my regular table with the boys. I feel so bad. I hurt him so bad. I hate myself... I hadn't really talked since the conversation I had with Melanie last night.

Flashback:

"Go on," she says giving me permission to speak. "What Kellin heard was a mistake okay? He couldn't have heard the whole conversation." I say. "What do you mean?" she ask sitting on the bed. "Oliver was talking about his plan to break Kellin's heart because Kellin rejected him. I never wanted to go through with that plan. I don't want to be like that." I put my head in my hands.

"I started to really notice Kellin then, and I developed a crush on him. Anyways..Oliver told me to think about it, and that's just what I did. I wasn't considering it, I was thinking about how much that could hurt someone. I had come to the park to clear my head and think for a bit while walking around. Then my ears heard the sound of that gorgeous voice. It was so beautiful, it was hypnotizing. I couldn't help but listen. Then he stopped. I looked up in the tree to see it was your friend Kellin. I couldn't help but compliment him and invite him out. Oli, got excited thinking I was going along with it. I explained to him that I'm not because I actually like him. Oliver continued to bring it up, and he wouldn't stop begging me about it. I didn't care though, Kellin was my main focus. Now, he thinks I'm some dick who doesn't give a fuck about him." By this time I had tears in my eyes.

"I don't know how you're gonna prove that to him. . ." Melanie says trailing off. "Me neither," I say looking down.

Reality:

Then Kellin not being here kills me even more. He's hurt, and I'm the cause of that. "VIC!" I my eyes shoot Oli who was calling my name. Oliver. This is all his fault. "Don't be so bummed man, it's just Kellin. You did the right thing." He tells me. I feel myself start to get angry. I stand up.

"Don't be so bummed?! Are you fucking kidding me?! I lost the one person I actually liked; someone I was on the verge of saying "I love you" to. Because of you and your stupid "plan". How many times would I have had to tell you no?! I didn't want to go along with it! Why?! Because it hurts people! I know I hate being hurt why in the fuck would I want to do that to someone else? To think that this is right you're twisted. Quit thinking about yourself and think about other people because that shit-" I stop myself, and breathe.

"That shit is selfish. No wonder you're fucking single." I hear multiple ooh's as I walk out of the cafeteria. I walk out of the school and get into my car. He fucking pisses me off. I hit my steering wheel. I sigh angrily and pull out of the my parking spot. I leave the school.

Melanie's POV:

I get up and walk out to see if I can find Vic. Damn he moves fast. Fucking Oliver. It's my fucking turn. I stop back into the lunch room and walk to their table, slamming my hands on the table. Startled his head turns towards mine, staring me in the eyes. I glare at him harshly. If looks could kill he would be dead and six feet under.

"Are you happy? Did you accomplish anything?! My best friend, and my brother is hurt because of you. Why can't you just be a nice person for one fucking second?! And to believe I liked you. Good thing I listened to my gut or I would be with a boy. Not a man, a boy. An immature little brat who throws a fit if he doesn't get what he wants. Grow up Oliver it's not cute. Girls loathe that shit. Get your fucking act together." I walk out of the silent lunch room. I need to go check on Kellin.

"Wait babe! Let me drive you." Jordan appears at my side.

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Kellin's POV:

I hear the door knock. I'm not getting up, and whoever it is will leave soon. The knocking continues for a brief moment then silence settles in the room once again. I look out the window. Getting lost in my thoughts once more. I'm so fucking stupi-

"Kellin!" I'm attacked with a hug. Melanie? "Mel?" I croaked.
"You-" she starts but I cut her off. "How did you get in?" I ask. "Key under the mat, but anyways, you weren't answering your phone so I got worried." I look like an Infested trashcan I wasn't prepared for this. "Kellin, I've gotta show you something you may want to see. Just keep in mind I didn't get all of it but most of it I did get."

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Sorry it took me foooooorrrreverrrr I've been so busy because of school. I was gonna try and update last night buttttt I went to see BMTH and I was exhausted. Tbh that's the craziest concert I've been to so far. Alright I love you my Darlings buh-bye!

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