" Be careful." I smiled at the nurse before silently leaving the hospital. Be careful, i wish I knew how. As I stepped from the sliding doors into the wide space with growing anxiety. The air was hot and humid making my hair stick to my neck. People filled the sidewalk laughing, smiling, being happy. Do they know what other's such as i go through each day. they probably don't even acknowledge our existence. People see what they want see forever denying the truth.
" Mercury."
The earth broke from under me, I screamed falling to the ground. Shivers went through my body. " I didn't tell! I didn't tell! I didn't tell. I promise I didn't tell." I was suddenly scooped up in a pair of arms, Matthew would never do that, just as he would never carry a dog. I looked up to see Logan. Logan, with a sad look on his face. A look that I know I put there. "Logan, I'm sorry."
" Do you have any clothes."
" No."
" Then let's go to the mall." He placed me in the front seat, then walked over to the drivers side before stating up the car and driving down the road. I sat huddled to the door staring out the window. I know i should talk to him but I'm scared, I'm scared. The radio then suddenly blasted music.
I thought that I've been hurt before
But no one's ever left me quite this sore
Your words cut deeper than a knife
Now I need someone to breathe me back to life
" What's this?"
" Stitches by Shawn Mendes."
" I like this song."
He turned it up louder and before I knew it we were both singing it.
Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
I'm tripping over myself
I'm aching begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
Just like a moth drawn to a flame
Oh you lured me in I couldn't sense the pain
Your bitter heart cold to the touch
Now I'm gonna reap what I sew
I'm left seeing red on my own
Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
I'm tripping over myself
I'm aching begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead
Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead
Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead
Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head get you out of my head
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees (falling on my knees)
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches (and I'll be needing stitches)
I'm tripping over myself
I'm aching begging you to come help (begging baby please)
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
By the end of the song I found I was crying.
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RomanceMercury lives in fear of her abusive boyfriend that she's been with since high school. Crushed and broken Mercury cowers in her relationship in fear treated like a dog so much that she feels like she doesn't even know the meaning of love or what it...
