Im Tired Of Feeling Alone

10) Why me.?

"Oh no." I said looking down at my hand. 'Pregnant' "Oh no. Oh no. Oh no." I said out loud. "This cant be happening. I'm only 16. Oh great, 16 and pregnant... Here I come." I looked at the Pregnacy test one more time making sure I didn't read it wrong. 'What am I going to do. How will I tell Ethan. How will I tell my Dad...?' Were the only things going through my head right now. "What do I do.?" I walked out of the restroom and into my bedroom closing the door. "Why me.?"

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I looked at the clock that read 3:48 pm. I decided to go down stairs and make some food. I was getting kind of hungry. I walked down stairs and seen my dad sitting at the table with some lady. Must be a business plan or something. "Hey dad." I said as he turned around to look at me. "Uh, Hey Arizona. This is Lilly. Shes one of my co-workers." He said smiling at Lilly. "Hi, Im Arizona." I said shaking hands with her. "Nice to finnaly meet you, I've heard so much about you." Lilly said smiling. "You too." I lied and walked into the livng room and grabbing my keys and opening the front door and walking out. I got into my truck and drove to a mexican restraunt. I loved mexican food. I decided I could eat alone. I didn't mind eating alone. Well maybe a little. But it was alright. I didn't want to call or text Ethan because I thought he might be busy with his family problems since he beat up his own brother for me.

(Flashback)

"Don't you ever touch her again!!" Ethan yelled throwing punch after punch at his brother. "Shes my fucking girlfriend not yours you bitch!!!" Ethan said before grabbing me and taking both of us out side. "Baby are you okay.?" He asked looking at my face in fear becasue he thought I hated him. "I love you baby." he said putting a strand of hair behind my ear. "I love you too." I said.

(End of Flashback)

I entered the eating place and sat down in a booth. There were people behind me eating while talking. Gosh they talked so loud, So I decided to listen in on their conversation. "Do you want the money or not.?" one guy said sounding a bit harsh. "Yeah I do want the money, but-" the other guy tried to say before being cut off. "But nothing. Just contunie to date Arizona and you'll get your money, Ethan." The other guy said before getting up to leave. I stood up and looked at Ethan. "I can't believe you, you selfish bastard!!!" I said crying. Everybody was looking at me but I didn't care. "I loved you! And I find out that you were fucking paid to date me! You whore!" I yelled at him before running out of the restraunt. I couldn't even drive right now. I was such a mess.

I looked around and seen Ethan running out of the glass doors that were attached to the building. "Baby wait. Please, let me explain." He said running over towards me. "I'm not your baby." I said walking away from him.

He grabbed my arm and said

"Arizona, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You didn't even let me explain to you. I wasn't going to take the money in the end. I fell for you. At first I didn't really like you at all becaue I didn't know you at all. But now, I've gotten too know you. I even showed you where i live. I've never showed anybody where I live, unless I really care about them. And I reeally care about you, Arizona. I would never hurt you in anyway possible. I even beat my own brother up for you. And do you want to know why.? Well... It's becasue I really love you. I really do. And baby I would never ever make you cry, ever again. I care about you to much. And I know that I should've called this whole stupid thing off but I really needed the money. My parents were kicking me out of the house because all I ever did was be bad and play stupid games. But I'm not like that anymore. So thats the ONLY reason I did this. But now I know that it's not even worth it anymore becasuse if it means losing you, noting is worth it. Not even for all of the money in the world becasue you are irresplaceable. I love you."

Ethan finshed his speach causing everybody to 'awe'. Everyone came outside to see what was going to happen... "Move in with me." I said not thinking. "What..?" He said a bit confused. "Move in with me.." I repeated placing my hand on his. "Okay." he said smiling and hugging me tightly.

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We got back to my house and i walked inside and seen my dad sitting on the couch. "Um hey dad can I ask you something..?" I said as my dad looked up at me and then over to Ethan. "Sure." he said confused. "Um can Ethan move in with us...?" I said nerviously. "What...?" my dad said standing up. "Pleaseee." I begged. "You want your boyfriend to move into the house..?" he asked. "Yeah.." I said. "I would get a job and pay some bills and everything. I'll even buy anything you or Arizona needs." Ethan said. "Oh really.?" my dad said smiling. "Yes sir." Ethan said back. "Well I guess you can live here..." My dad said smiling. "Thanks dad." I said hugging him. "Come on I'll show you, your room." I said pulling Ethan up stairs. "This is it." I said opening the door. "It's nice." He said.

"Um Ethan can I tell you something...?" I said nerviously. "Yeah sure babe." he said smiling. "Well.. Um, I'm.. I'm pregnant..." I said. "What...!" Ethan said back looking like he was about to pass out. "How did this happen?" he said confused. "I don't know." I said crying. "Oh no baby don't cry. Everything will be fine. Don't worry." He said holding me. "I love you." He said kissing the top of my head. "I love you too." I replied.

"But um... How are we going to tell your dad...?"

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This chapter might suck. I really dont know. I wrote this on on my laptop so I wasn't really paying to much attention to the spelling and grammer. I dont know. Im sorry guys, I've had a bad day. Maybe tomorrow my update will be better. And I'm sorry if this one is short. I'm not in the mood right now. Well I baked some cookies so I'm going to go eat them. My friend just texted me saying "Ya." God i HATE that spelling of that word. (Shout out to Briana I love you.) LOL I'm lame. But anyway yeah I had a crap day. Byebye <3 I just realized I published this with out an title.. Oops.. Sorry ima fix that..