Im Tired Of Feeling Alone

17) Good days like this only happen once.

(Arizona's POV)

I woke up to the smell of bacon and pancakes. I was really hungry since I didn't really eat before I went to bed. I rose up and looked around. I seen Ethan come through my door holding a platter of food. "Good morning beautiful" He said setting the platter of good smelling food on my bed and kissing my forehead. "What's all of this.?" I asked smiling up at him. "Well I decided I could make you breakfast in bed Because I love you. And your the most beautifulest girl in the entire world!!" Ethan said causing me to have the biggest and cheesiest smile I have ever had on my face in my life. Ethan knew how to make me crazy for him. Yess!!

After I got finished eating and Ethan came in a cleaned up the area I got dressed. I put on my dark washed jeans and a plain white tee shirt. I also put on some cowgirl boots and brushed my hair. My hair fell straight down my back today. Thank god! I didn't feel like straighten it. I put on a little bit of eye make up on. I wasn't the type of girl who wore a butt load of make up. I didn't like having 'cake' on my face! It just wasn't me.

I looked down at my cow girl boots and decided I needed some new ones. I guess I could wait until I got my pay check. Speaking of pay checks... I didn't have to work today because ever since Izzie found out about my pregnancy she's gotten people to cover my shift, I know!! SHES ALREADY GETTING A NEW WORKER!! WTF, IM HAVING A BABY NOT DYING... sometimes I wondered about Izzie. She's not letting me come every day. Sometimes not even every other day... Ugh I loved working at the Ice cream shop and I really enjoyed eating free ice cream. I also liked talking and seeing Izzie. I haven't seen a doctor yet since my pregnancy and I knew I really needed to go because something would be wrong with the baby, or me. I don't know how I could tell my dad that I'm pregnant.... With Ethan's baby. He would lose all trust for me. He would kick Ethan out.. Oh god... I cant tell him... Ughh. I just can't do it.

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