Im Tired Of Feeling Alone

13) Party's Aren't For Couples... (Pt.2)

(Ari POV)

I walked down the stairs and spotted Ethan talking with a few guys. He looked over at me and smiled and pointed at me. I watched as all of the guys he was talking to suddenly turned to look at me, they were all smiling and patting Ethan on the shoulder. I walked down the rest of the stairs and walked over to Ethan and his group. "Hey babe." He said placing a kiss on my cheek. "Hey" I said smiling at him. "Oh um Guys this this Arizona. You know the beautiful girl I told you about." He said smirking. "Hi I'm Troy." One guy said smirking at me. "I'm Mike." Another one said shaking hands with me. "I'm Jacob." Another one said. "And I'm Liam." The last one said kissing my hand. "Okay, okay okay guys you can all step off now." Ethan said smirking at all of them as he grabbed my hand and walked us away from the crowd. "I love you." He said kissing my lips softly. "I love you too." I said kissing him back.

Honestly I was a little nervous about this party. Because I didn't know if I should follow Ethan around the whole time. "Hey babe I'm going to go and party a little bit if that's okay with you." he said. "Of course." I said as I watched him walk into the other room and grabbing a red plastic cup. 'Oh great..' I thought to myself. I decided I should go to my bed room and chill out there for a while. I walked up stairs and shut my bedroom door behind me I took off my heels because they were already hurting my feet. I turned on some of my own music and sat at my desk.

I wanted to trust Ethan. A part of me trusted him but a bigger part of me didn't trust him and I know I should trust him... But I just don't know. I don't know anything right now. I can't really 'party' or anything because of this baby inside of me. 'Ugh why did this happen to me.' I was missing my mom a lot right now. 'If she was still alive none of this would have happened. I wouldn't have met Ethan or his weird messed up brother or his little sister or I wouldn't be having this huge party that isn't even mine. And most importantly... I wouldn't be the pregnant teenager. I hated life right now. I hated it. I wanted my mom and my brother to still be here. Why is all of this happening to me! Why me!!' I Thought to myself as I put my head in my hands. Ugh.. Life sucks.

(Ethan's POV)

I danced around a bunch of slutty girls and sweaty guys. This party was so huge and everybody was fucking messed up! I know this party will be the talk of the year!! I just know it. "Hey dude want another shot.?" Troy said handing me 2 shots of pure liquor. "Hell yea!!" I said downing both of them in a matter of seconds. I looked around the room and it became all blurry. "Woah man. How many shots have you had.?" Troy asked looking at me. "Umm.. Uhh maybeee like... 12..." I said almost falling over. "Damn you need to chill a bit." He said telling some chick to take me to the bedroom and have me lay down. "Come on hun." she said as she led me up the stairs. We got to the room and I fell on the bed. "Hey babe umm can weee have some fun.?" I said barley making sense. "Oh yeah.." She replied climbing on top of me and removing my jeans and shirt. "Mmm Your goooood." She said rubbing her hands up and down my chest. I reached for her face and cupped it in my hands as I climbed on her and started kissing her neck roughly. She un did her dress and threw it on the floor and who knows what happened next all I was thinking about was getting some.. "What in the hell is going on..." I heard a familiar voice say as I climbed off the girl. "Uhh.. I was looking for something." I said standing up. "Fuck you Ethan." Arizona said as she slammed the door. "Oh no.. What did I just do.." I said out loud as I told the girl to leave my room. I looked at the clock that read 3:45 am. Everybody should be leaving soon. Well actually I don't that's going to happen.. I ran out of my room with my boxers on and went to Arizona's room. "Baby unlock the door. Please I can explain!" I said through her locked door. "Go away!" she screamed and the last thing I remember was falling over and passing out.

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