Im Tired Of Feeling Alone

Chapter 26: I can't do this anymore

(Ethans POV)

I was awoken by the sound of Merediths cry, oh so precious,  but yet so annoying. Arizona got up from the bed and went to her crib and patted her back, and fed her a bottle and rocked her back to sleep. She climbed back in bed and I turned over and started kissing her. She wasn't in to it at first so I paused and looked at her before she pulled my face closer to hers. I raised up and got on top of her. Slowly but roughly I kissed her neck leaving big hickeys. Her breathing got heavier as I went deep in her.

*The next Morning*

(Ari POV)

"Good morning beautiful" I heard Ethan say as he came up behind me wraping his arms around my hips trying to put his hands down my pants.

I turned around facing him and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. I pushed him away, walking in his tee shirt and my panties teasing him. He ran up to me picking me up and softly throwing me on the bed, hovering over me. I knew he wanted more sex, I can't lie, so did I. So being the crazy teenagers that we are, we did it again, over and over.  When he finished the 3rd time Meredith started crying. I honestly just wanted to have sex all day and not have to worry about my daughter. 

I got up walking funny cause Ethan is freaky (; and got Mer. I fed her and dressed her up in a pink dress. She was the cutest thing. Shes 4 months old. I love my little family. even tho im barley 18. Ethan just turned 19 last week.

Having a baby is hard work. Honestly I dont know how people do it. 

*2 month later*

(ari pov cont)

"Um Ethan...." I said worried and scared.

"Yeah Babe?" he said getting up from my dads couch he could tell something was wrong.

"Um, is this what I think it is?" I asked pulling a stick from my back pocket.

"Oh baby girl, Thats two lines." he said hugging me as I started crying.

"Im pregnant Ethan" I said in between crying. 

"Baby, we can do it, call your Ob to confirm the pregnancy babe" he said handing me the phone. I called and set up and app for 5pm.

As 5 pm rolled around I became more anxious. Dr. Montgomery confirmed the pregnancy, and said I was about 7 weeks along.

I don't think I can do this.

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A/N Haven't updated in a while.  sorry about the sex parts.