Im Tired Of Feeling Alone

21) Trauma (Part one)

(Ari POV)

~.I looked over at Ethan who was standing at the window looking out it. "Babe, are you okay.?" I asked sitting up from my bed. He looked over at me with tears in his eyes "Oh my Gosh baby what's wrong, come here" I spoke again knowing he probably wanted space.

He walked over to my side of the bed and sat on the edge, "M- my mom and dad were in a bad accident, my brother called this morning and told me, the doctors don't think they're going to make it so I need to go to the hospital And say my goodbyes" He managed to say before bursting into tears. Honestly I knew how he felt, I knew the hurt he was feeling it's like a nightmare you want to believe you will wake up and everything will be okay, but the hard part is when you wake up the next morning and see that they're really gone, it hurts. It hurts a lot. There's not much I can to for Ethan except be there for him. "Do you want to go to the hospital.?" I asked him. "Yeah. I do"

We arrived at the hospital.

I haven't been here in years..

*Flashback*

There were doctors running all over the hospital we heard nurses yelling "Code blue" or "Get me a crash cart" they were ventilating and cracking my moms chest open, she had stopped breathing. It was 11:45pm and the police still haven't found my brothers body. The room was spinning I couldn't breathe. I couldn't do anything. I didn't know how to deal with such trauma. It doesn't matter how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives, trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It's what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up, before we can step up.

I never wanted to feel like this I never wanted to lose my mom, or my brother. It was 12:39am when the paramedics rushed my brother in.

(Doctors POV) ~Still in flashback~

"Cameron Parker, 16 years old, multiple fractures and looks like he hit his head pretty hard, his abdominal area is cut open if we're going to save him, he needs to be in the OR now!" We got into the OR and Cameron had bled out on the table we tried to bring him back we gave him blood but nothing worked.

"Dr. White get over here and help me!" I said.

"But he's gone there is nothing I can do, there is nothing we can do"

"Dr. white, If they are dead or dying when they come through those doors, you push and you push hard, why.?"

"For the experience"

"No, So we can tell their family that we did everything that we could" I said.

(Doctor working on mother)

"Call it"

"Time of death: 1:26am.

(Doctor working on brother)

"Time of death: 1:30am"

They died 4 minutes apart.

*End of Flashback*

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A/N

Hey guys, how's it going. Okay so I know this chapter wasn't all that great but they will be a part two about Ethan's parents, So Arizona had a flashback... Okay I'm going to be updating sooner now cause I got an iPad so I can update on there because my phone won't let me update anything on there...

*crush talk*

Last night my boyfriend wanted me to go to Dallas too look at Christmas lights with him and his family so I did and it was alright. His family is pretty cool(: haha well I really like him. Okay bye guys have a wonderful Christmas 💕