CALUM HOOD IMAGINES || (Completed)

45: Porcelain

He got those pouty lips, he got those dark brown eyes. He have those beautiful tear catching voice, he have everything. But then you realized that he is just a porcelain.

You been a fan of him when you're still young. Maybe like it's 4 years ago? And now it is the time that you have the time that you can see him.

He is Calum Thomas Hood who you imagined that he is a perfect guy, who you always like to see every time you laid your eyes open. And now, you are going to meet him and then every little thing hit you like you never wanted to see him now.

I don't ever want to meet you

'Cuz you're like porcelain

And I think it would crack

If I found you were a brat

Stay perfect

Today, you're standing at the concert hall, waiting for the concert. You have no one beside you because your friends never like them at all.

Nothing as disappointing

And I don't want to be disappointed

I'm just some kid you'll think about maybe in passing

But you're like my passion for real

You always dream about him about weird things that you always think of. Like he would talk to you, he would say that you're beautiful and everything that you imagine that he would do to you.

The concert hall began to fill more people. They're all excited to see the guys and so you are. But you always know in your head that your expectations always fails.

distance is a lot less stress

How you do what you do's still an uneducated guess

And I bet you'll think I'm crazy

But I think you're just a little bit amazing

Maybe, maybe I want to be you baby

The concert was already over and you're amazed. Your mind back fired your thinking about reality and then you started to dream about him again. And as time pass by, you're falling in his charms again.

It is already your chance for the meet and greet. You already have your hands in your pocket, you wanted to keep your fan girl dreams inside your self. 

No, I simply can't resist my imagination

I think that he would say hi to me. He would kiss my cheeks,  he will be mine sooner as he saw me!

Now I'm amount of patience

The line is so long! I can see him from a far but then he never looked at my way!

Validates my preoccupation

Let me say this
You look better famous, yeah

He hugged the girl that hugged him too. You can see somehow he's disgusted. He smiled fake and then he passed the girl to Luke.

Dear superhero, whom I look up to from afar

Cause you're of a whole other galaxy

You sudden remember the poem that one of the guys who courts you gave you. Its a little bit confusing but then you now know it's real meaning and how you're gonna apply it to your real life.

"I know you might find this shit so bizarre
I rather we never had to meet, had to speak
I think I know who you are in my imagination
But not too sure about reality" your mind said as you're now in the front line, every little thing that you realize is true. But then, you can't waste the opportunity.  Your effort and money is wasted here and you can't let him waste that.

You're a superstar, with that glow one has to be

But you come across brighter in a magazine

Shine much more on a plasma screen

If that don't wake me like a bad dream, bad dream

All of the sudden, you started to recite the poem that you think that you can use to stop Calum from not being real him. You can see that he's puzzled but you just smiled.

Exactly why this calls for my evacuation
Before this conversation paints the picture
That my mind has painted
Faded
'Cuz it can get complicated to recognize your idol's tainted

"Guess you look better famous" you muttered to Calum and then he had his eyes dilate to you.

You came to Luke and hugged him, you came next to Michael and he I'd cheerful unlike Calum who is truly don't like what he's doing.

"Have you ever met somebody who was perfect till you met them?" You asked Michael and he smiled.

"I wish it wasn't me," he responded and then you're shocked. You never thought that he would get your humor.

"No it's not you. Its about your other group member." You said and looking again at Calum and he is just looking at you, sad.

"I guess I get who you think that you're talking about." Michael respond to you and then he gave you a sympathetic hug.

"Can I ask you one favor?" You asked him and he nodded.

"Here's my twitter account and could you please give it to CALUM and maybe he could follow me back and I have to give him something in the chat pleaseeee???" You started to pout your lips and then you pleaded to him. He smiled and then get the paper and he pats your shoulder.

"Okay, whatever your name is, I hope you could see that Calum isn't like what you think of now.  He is just having bad time I hope you could see. And maybe I could praise you because you're a great observer," he smiled and then you started to tear up. 

"Thank you Michael and my name is Y/N." You said and then the guard said you'd got to be going.

You waved goodbye and then they all nodded and then you smiled.

He's a porcelain.  He cracked because he lost you. He cracked because you see his opposite side and then you never got the chance to see the real him.

(Okay, that is my what if's for CALUM if I see him in real life. Just a song preference from Patrick Stump's Porcelain and it really got me so bad. If you wanted to listen to it, you should it's a masterpiece.  If you don't like to it's okay. Just let me know what you think. Thanks for reading!)