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Chapter 1 - The Day He Broke My Heart

"Look, It's just that, I'm afraid I can hurt you more than this. I think this won't work...... So I'm letting you go. Thanks for everything Taylor...."

That keeps on replaying on my head and it's making me sick

At my phone

"Joe....."

"Taylor.... I called to straighten things..."

"Get to the point"

"Look, It's just that, I'm afraid I can hurt you more than this. I think this won't work...... So I'm letting you go. Thanks for everything Taylor...."

End of phone conversation

That phone conversation changed me..

I thought he was the one...

I guess it was only a passing infatuation...

How did he got me emotionaly attached to him??

I guess I'm too weak...

I need to be strong....

But how can I move on??

If the pain doesn't go away??

Can somebody help me??

Help me... it feels like I'm drowning in an endless ocean.....

No... I need to be strong..

My world doesn't only revolve around him

I have my family

I have friends

But how did he broke me apart and crushed me into pieces so easily like I'm just a fragile mirror who doesn't care whether it fell and broke into fragments in the floor

Now I'm crying tears....

Not because he left me

Not because he played with my heart

But because he made me stronger but how come I still feel so weak?

How come I still remember him even if I close my eyes?

Is that how I truly love him?

That even though he just've broke up with me?

I still feel attached?

No.... I should really REALLY move on..

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It was nice knowing him though

Even though he broke my heart

Even though he was a nonsense person

Even though he......... left me...

 I guess that's life.

There will always be an ups and downs

It is inevitable

It has been a part of this ever changing world.

What matters most is how you keep up with it.

Generalizations?