Problematic Me By Cari Kate

Chapter 20 -Questions to ask yourself

I always wonder would my life be where it is now if I did things differently or just the same but a little less complicated or messy?

No is usually what I think of, I think no because I didn't face all this pain, love and life lessons for nothing, I went through them because I had to face my realities I had to face my hidden personalities.

I had to face who I am, who I think everybody thinks I am it's actually kind of funny because I don't know who I am because it just seems I only just want to impress don't you feel like it don't you want to break free from all knots tied inside your heart, body, soul, spirit and mind I know I do.

Ok this is how everything happens soon after

Im Cari Kate everybody prefers to call me Katie which I don't like by the way but I don't say it because I prefer not to offend people but once in a while I just want to flip people off but "im gutless" according to my bestie Rani Marcko who is the complete opposite of me.

I always wonder what kind of sixteen year old am I really because in this 21 century it's every girls dream to have thoughts of your crush loving you and you having to win his heart and dating him, him telling you he loves you. Is it not?

Well here goes nothing, I kinda of had that going for me and I told the guy I was engaged to a certain guy as it was a planned marriage from my family, I know I know you think how stupid is she tell me when you find an answer for this question because I have quite exhausted my thoughts and responses already.