Problematic Me By Cari Kate

Chapter 16-Birthday party

Ok this is how the engagement story takes place. It's my 16th and im so happy I could wet my pants mr wills agreed for me to use his condo up west but no alcohol which we agreed to be didn't turn out to be so true.

The guest list Rani complied all these people I didn't know but I didn't care as long as it was a awesome day I couldn't wait to see what mr Willis and mom got me I was hoping it was a car because Rani and Josh already had cars which where well maintained it surprised me because they were knew travellers. As always I hoped I wasn't going to be the odd one out again because it would hurt me again because I always feel im the third wheel in everything Rani and Josh did.

I couldn't wait really maybe this party will be all I need for people to forget that Jones thing which still looms over people but has died down the past couple of weeks because of something Laura Adams did with a senior while she just started high school I know im also a snitch.

So I look up and down the list and I see Jones I expected him to be there and probably ignore me like him normally does but still it gave my heart a certain jolt and a leap so big I couldn't breathe so I tried finishing up my makeup while Rani got our party dressess out of her car my mom yes I have resorted to calling Terry mom again im trying im trying Im still not yet through the hurt yet.

My mom even gave me a camera for the pictures which im pretty sure is now my camera.  I looked at the magic Rani worked on me I looked hot I might say she made sure my hair dye made my hair even blacker than usually I thought wait until Josh sees me I.was blushing to myself of my private thought when Rani showed me what she bought for us courtesy of mr and mrs Marcko.

I wore my dress and felt like a princess and a very different person from the original me the boring Cari tonight I felt reckless and I wanted to be reckless I may have looked hot but Rani it was another standard I hated Rani for looking more beautiful on my birthday party but then again Rani can wear anything and still look beautiful now but before she was a horrible looking child.
The party was staring people coming in and admiring me I felt so hot I didn't know how to contain it I wanted Jones to see every guy flirting with me I wanted him to know he had lost out when he hurt me.

And when he and Josh popped by Josh's eyes almost fall out because I was wearing a cocktail dress dark purple in color not to skimpy but it showed my legs which apparently where my best asset and it hugged my hips and cushioned my breasts to look nice and it showed my back and it gave my butt a boast which now it didn't look that small and finally black  stiletto heels which made my legs look even longer.

I was blushing when Josh took my hands and spun me around in cirles hugged and kissed me directly on the mouth which caught me by surprise but I noticed  Jones looking kind of envious and I loved every bit of it.

Josh was drank I could tell he pulled me to him and kissed my neck exactly where I said Jones kissed me in my dream and I almost moaned with pleasure but I bit hard on my lip it bleed and then Josh noticed and kissed me exactly where I had bit down hard on my lips and it felt weird because I was enjoying making Jones jealous.

He stepped up to me and josh and asked if he could dance with the birthday girl and I couldn't wait to jump up on that opportunity but I reminded myself what he did to me and I calmed my excitement.