Terry kate
As Cari's mom I know I could have done better by her, I know I may not be the best mom on earth or sometimes not the most supportive but I try isn't that the best trying and doing.
Cari may not know this but
I see all the pain she bottles up for me and her father. With me it's that I couldn't make him stay and with him it's that he left me he left her that he didn't love her enough to stay for us.
I understand that pain because It killed me each and everyday from the time he left until Cari was about nine years old.
By that time I realized I had neglected my beautiful baby girl my scarlet flower I realized she was all grown up refusing to be treated like a baby I just to hold way up high on my shoulders while she laughed and laughed without a fear of falling, my scarlet flower.
The thought that my daughter doesn't trust me enough to tell me anything brings me to tears if I could I would take back all the years neglect and full it with love of never ending joy, peace and reassurance that I will always be there and that's why I swear I will be a better mother from then onwards.
It's quite funny how im doing exactly that but she tells me now how im smothering her but I can tell she is learning to forgive me and trust me again bit by bit.
And I appreciate that if it takes me twenty years I will do it just to gain her whole heart again. To be the mother she deserves I would do it without hesitation
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Problematic Me By Cari Kate
RomanceCari Kate is a sixteen year old girl, who has so many problems because creating other problems is a way of a solution to another. She thinks the big move happening in her life will help stop these problems. Can it? if she keeps causing more♥
