Cari
Ok I know What I did was stupid and I have been told for so many more Times im not saying any one (Rani) and my mom and of course I had to get here at any point Joshua Wills aka the coloured Johnny Deep my Guy bestie close to my bestie bestie Rani.
I also don't know why I told Jones I was engaged really couldn't I think off any other stupid reason for not wanting to go out with him. Im not saying i don't want too I do but my heart won't let me, it won't let me open up myself to tell him I love everything about him every little mistake he makes every pimple on him (disgusting I know but true).
He won't even acknowledge my existence anymore his friends love that because they don't want me ruining their reputation being the girlfriend of their hot leader who deserves a girl like Rani, they think it's bad enough Rani tolerates me and that I sit with them.
If only Jones can see me now, if only he understood my father never taught me the right way to love a guy. My fear keeps creeping on me telling me he will dump "my sorry ass" as his friends say soon after he gets what's between my legs.
I may trust Jones but I think all man a like that they get what you came for and run atleast that's all my so called father taught me " don't trust man", they will leave you pregnant and broke at Times disowned by your parents I know that causes that's what I was told soon after my first period.
My mom just says it's just to keep me safe from repeating her mistakes yea right as if I would get pregnant no guy wants to touch me except for Jones or atleast I think it was a prank
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Problematic Me By Cari Kate
RomantizmCari Kate is a sixteen year old girl, who has so many problems because creating other problems is a way of a solution to another. She thinks the big move happening in her life will help stop these problems. Can it? if she keeps causing more♥
