the new boy

Chapter 10

yet again watching the blurry view out of the car window, it reminded me of my thoughts. Jc put on his music and I sorta enjoyed it, it's not what I would normally listen to but it really did chill me out, I turned the volume up and he smiled.
(Song- Fly by San Holo)

I noticed that Jc had went a longer way than usual due to the fact that his house was only round the corner from mine and I didn't really need a run home, but I wasn't passing up more time with him

"Where are we going?" I asked looking at his lips, damn I wanted to kiss him so bad.

"Uhh, A different way, I like driving it chills me out" he said smiling a fake smile, I know one when I see one. I looked down at my feet and fiddled with my laces

"are you alright?" we said at the exact same time

"Woah" he said and laughed, I giggled and checked him out a little, oh god, it had hit me like a ton of bricks, I didn't just like this boy, it was a different feeling that I had never felt before, I love him, but how can you love someone that only wants me for sex, oh god my head raced.

"yeah I'm good, are you? I said softly

"I'm fine, yeah" he smiled a wide exaggerated smile

"Oh he's good looking and funny?" I said joking with him

"just good looking? I'd say I'm pretty damn sexy" he said raising one eyebrow keeping his eyes on the road

"I'd say I agree" I said mimicking his face, he noticed and laughed a laugh I hadn't heard before, next thing I knew we were outside my house, I said goodbye and got out the car

"text me later ok?" he shouted quickly and smirked

I smirked back "sure thing" I shouted and he drove off.

Jc's PoV;

"text me later ok?" I shouted and smirked at her

she smirked back "sure thing" she shouted and walked up to her front door and unlocked it, I checked out her ass for a second then drove away.

I'm confused in myself because at first I wanted to be just friends with benefits with her and now I felt like I wanted her, like I wanted her to be mine, I wanted to just lay about with her, hold her in my arms and call her mine, wait NO, I don't, she obviously doesn't feel that way about me, this is horrible, what do I do?

Rachel's PoV;

i stared blankly at all the book in front of me, nothing would go in, I couldn't pick up anything, I just want jc to hold me, tell me I'm his, nothing would be better right now. I gave up closed all my books and went for a shower.

I stood in the shower for about 20 minutes and decided to get out and get change into a T and knee high socks, I lay on my bed and said to myself

"thank god it's Friday tomorrow"

I didn't have any classes on a Friday, I picked up my phone and texted jc

"was thinking about you just then.. I was in the shower ;)"

what am I doing..

within seconds I got a reply

"cheeky;), good night gorgeous, see you tomorrow"

he was completely mind fucking me at this point, I don't think he likes me, nah, there's no way, he doesn't do girlfriends clearly

I shoved my phone under my pillow and closed my eyes, within seconds I felt myself dozing off.