the new boy

Chapter 43

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"Well I sorta slept with Scott" I said looking straight into his eyes

He looked at me funny...

This chapter

"You slept with him?" Jc asked

"Yes, but only because I thought you slept with Maddy, I was pissed" I said holding his hand

"I'm gonna go home for a couple days, i need to think" he said letting go of my hand and standing up "I just didn't think you would do that"

"Jc please" I ran over to him and wrapped my arms around him

"NO!" he shouted pushing me off "I'll call you in a couple days" I lifted his hoodie from the hook and slammed the door shut

I imedityly started to cry "What have I done?" I screamed while running up the stairs to my bedroom

I lay in bed for a good space of an hour just crying my eyes out, either he calls or he doesn't, he either comes back or I never see him again, I'm scared out of my mind and I don't know what to do, should I just end it now get it over with? No, I don't want to do that, what if he forgives me for it? That's unlikely, I'd never forgive him if he done it, OH GOD, what he gets revenge fuck on me... FUCK THIS I WANT ICE-CREAM

Jc's PoV;

For some reason I can't figure out my emotions, I'm furious with her but I'm more angry at Scott, I feel like breaking up with her is the right thing to do but she had a fair point to sleep with him, Maddy is pretty convincing. I've been thinking over this hour about revenge fucking with one of Rachel's friends but I can't do it, the thought of sleeping with anyone else makes me sick to my stomach, I love her man, more than I've ever loved anyone before. What did I do, this is my fault.

And right then it hit me, I didn't need to wait 2 days to think, the reason she did it was my own fault. I was treating her like shit, pushing her away for Maddy, when I had planned it all, I should never have done it, she was sad and alone and what made her reason better was when Maddy told her me and herself and fucked.

I grabbed my car keys and headed round to Rachel's as fast as I could. The one red light I have to stop at feels so much long than it usually does, I turn the corner to Rachels house, park the car and run to the front door, I don't want to walk in anymore so I knock. I wait a couple seconds and she opens the door, she looks awful, she's pail, her makeup is all smudged and she's eating ice cream

"Did you forget something?" she said through the tears

"Yes! I forgot to say I'm sorry, the whole thing was my fault, I should never have treated you the way I did, do you forgive me?" I said smiling at her

she smiled back "I'm sorry too" she said putting the ice cream down and giving me a cuddle, I hugged her for a bit then pulled away, I wiped her eyes and came inside

"Let's get you cleaned up" I said taking her hand and walking upstairs with her

"Can I still eat the ice cream?"

"Yes you can still eat the ice cream"

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Rachel's PoV;

I woke up to Jc awake, playing on his phone

"Hey baby, you ok?" I said placing my head on his chest

"Morning, how could I not be OK after last night" he said kissing my forehead

"I'm so glad we are ok" I don't know what I would have done without you for two days" I said looking up at him "Are you growin a beard?"

"Yeah just thought I'd try something different" Jc said laughing "Random question" he laughed again

"Yeah I was just wondering" I said laughing Back

"What do you wanna do today?" Jc asked smiling

"Well I know what I want to do right now" I said smiling then I started to kiss his neck

Jc flung himself on top of me and began to kiss mine.

This chapter was short and shit pmsl, I'm completely stumped as to what to write about, guys I need ideas😭, I'll have a think myself but if you guys could leave a comment with suggestions of what I could write about next I would love you forever and always! thanks
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