the new boy

Chapter 20

Jc's PoV;

i rubbed my eyes and felt my head pounding, I grabbed my glass of water from the side of my bed and took a couple sips, I felt like ass. I turned over to see if Rachel has woken up yet, she hadn't , she looked so peaceful, when we got in last night she was too shaky to take off her makeup so I did it for her, she still looks beautiful, more beautiful than ever. I got out of bed quietly and went to the bathroom. I splashed my face with water and ran a brush through my hair, I looked like shit. I went back through into my room to see that Rachel had gone, I got a fright and ran downstairs to see her sitting on the sofa, tears running down her face, fuck I knew she was damaged, I wanted to kill Jason.

"Hey don't cry, it's ok" I said sitting down next to her stocking her cheek

"It's not ok Jc it was so scary, I'm so scared" she said sniffing "Please don't look at me I'm so ugly when I cry"

"You're not ugly you're beautiful" I said smiling

"I wish" she said wiping her tears "Thank you for saving me from him"

"Did he use protection?" i said worried

"Yeah he did, which I'm releaved he did"

"We should call the police, get him arrested" I explained

"No jc please, it's ok, forget him, he's an idiot" she said and I was as confused as ever but just agreed

"Look I have to tell you something" I said as I felt my heart beat faster and faster

"Sure, what's up?" she said putting on a smile as real as she could

"I tried to tell you yesterday but I got so nervous I just couldn't do it"

she smiled "Tell me?"

"I really really like you, I need you in my life, I want to call you mine and I know that this is hard to believe because I don't usually do this and I've told you that, but you're unique, different for everyone else in a good way and I just wanted you to know that I love you"

She just stared at me, her mouth opened just the slightest little bit and started to cry

"Jc, I like you too, I LOVE YOU too" she said giggling and wiping tears

"So is that it then? we can be together?" I asked staring at her lips

"Yes, of course we can I've wanted this since we met"

I grabbed her face and kissed her softly, then kissed her forehead

"I love you" I whispered

"I love you too" she whispered back "but for a little while, I don't want to have sex, last night has been so hard for me and I need your full understanding of that"

"Yeah, of course I knew that anyways I didn't expect it, I'm here for you one hundred percent, a relationship isn't all about sex you know" I said smiling

"I'm so glad you understand jc, it means so much that you do" she said holding her arms out for a cuddle

we hugged for a bit and I pulled away

"What do you want for breakfast?" I asked smiling