the new boy

Chapter 24

"Dont tell me this is what I think it is" he said still holding my arm

"Jc please don't me mad" I said tears flowing from my face "I've just been so sad and I can't deal with it, Can we sit down and I'll tell you everything"

Jc said nothing he nodded and walked towards the living room then sitting down the sofa, he grabbed my arm and nodded again signalling for me to speak

"I've had a bad past of doing this, I did it before when I was depressed, but I got through my depression and lucky the self harming stopped with that, but after last week, I'd just Been so scared, I needed to do it, wearing sweaters all the time, not because I was cold, the blood on the towel, not my period, I'm sorry i didn't tell you this before it's just how do you come out with that, Hey I'm cutting my arms, how are you today"

Tears streamed from Jc's eyes, I wiped his tears away and he hugged me, tighter than he ever had before

"Please don't do it again" he said balling on my shoulder

"I can't promise anything" i said back softly

"Can you try?"

"Sure I can" I said back

He pulled himself away and held my face

"My beautiful girl, don't harm yourself, you don't need to" he said slightly smiling

I smiled at his sweetness "oh stop it you" I said touching his nose

We laughed for a little before Jc took through to the kitchen and cleaned my cuts for me, I loved him, I really really did, he was amazing, he cared so much for me and my health. I appreciate him so much. Jc lifted me up like baby, we kissed for a little then he took us up to bed, it was still morning but we just lay and cuddled, he made me feel safe.

---HELP---

guys I'm sorry for the short chapter tonight but I have major writers block, please please please I need your help, either message me or comment ideas you have or things you want to happen, characters you want in, plot twists, and I do really promise that this WILL NOT BE all sad and depressing, it will perk up, that's the only thing I have planned... ;)