Happanad

2.

After all of them went home , I went to the kitchen to make myself some hot chocolate; it was 11:00pm and I was really tired.

I really enjoyed seeing all them today , it bought out the real me, the one that I thought I lost.

I took a sip from the cup as I rested my head on the sofa , I cuddled up with a blanket and turned the T.V on.

If I'm honest I wasn't really bothered on what was on the T.V because my mind was somewhere else, lost in his thoughts, clearly wanting to escape.

It's been 2 years since I last saw his face yet it seems like I've lost the whole world.

I closed my eyes and it all began to start again , like a film that's constantly replaying...

"Hey Areeba,"he stopped for a second,"Safee baby listen."

"Why do you always call me that?"

"What , Safee baby?Because it's your name.A name that I gave you."

"Lucian , I'm not in the mood right now"

"Safee baby , all I'm saying is that you don't have to return the feelings, you don't have to feel the same way about me but I want you to know, no matter how big of an asshole I am , I have never lied to you.Never.I love you Areeba more than anyone or anything out there."

And with that he left.

Those words will forever be stuck with me, pasted in my heart with a glue , a glue called regret.

My hand made contact with my cheeks as I rubbed the tears away.

I never lied to you

Never.

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Oh damn , look at that...how did the story go from being categorised as humour to going so freaking deep.Oh poor Safee baby; you guys will find out a lot about Lucian later on the chapters as a form of a flashback just like shown in this chapter but for today, this is it.Byeeeee!!