Happanad

15.1

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Heyyyyy.Okay so for this chapter, I tried making my writing a little more like Safee's personality as it is her P.O.V and I've realised that it needs to be more like her for us to actually see what decisions she makes in the upcoming chapters.Okay that basically it from me and you may start reading now.

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Areeba

Briskly, I strode outside leaving Sania and Api in the house.The air out here made the burn in my eyes a little less than it did inside.

Sometimes you come to a point in life where discussing your problems with someone makes things better, you feel lighter inside.However when your problems are a danger to them, then those problems aren't just yours, it's there's as well.And that's when you really feel alone.

You feel the urge to protect them even if you're left alone to fight against their problems.

Your problems.

Distance can be the greatest thing yet it looses the youth of being close.You either end up with a loss or get back something you fought for to begin with.

I was running away from the fear of losing.I was running away from the reality.I was running away from the same thing that I knew could ruin me once more.

Love

Running made my tentativeness gloom around from one feet to another and so in my thoughts, I didn't realise where I ended up.I slowed down to have a  look around where I was.

On my right, there were trees rustling around side by side in a harmony as the wind blew around hardening my recently dampened face as the tears dried up.The rain that occurred few minutes ago had stopped and wind had been working it's magic over us.

I could see a bench just by squinting my eyes at a distance and it came to me that I was at a park.The same park that I use to come over to mentally recover myself from all the little problems I had in my life back when Lucian was around and the irony was real today because I unconsciously ended up here.Again.

It's funny how time makes you learn so much more than school ever could.And coming from someone who gets good grades in nearly all her subjects except P.E of course and genuinely enjoys algebra, that's saying something.

I can't help but wonder how my life became this much of a mess.Everyone goes through hard time some point in there lives but somehow my selfishness seems to facade that side of the truth.

Holding onto the bench with both my hands underneath my legs, I placed myself down.There was no sign of anyone here.In other situations, I would've probably avoided going to a serenaded place like this and would've enjoyed the company of a number of people.

However the quietness made my energy level gain up just as the sound of the wind sung a soothing music to my ear.

Glancing down at my hands which were still tightly gathered around the bench, a moment of realisation aired over me and I realised that I've left my phone at home.

Ma phone's mai baby.Oke

Sana's voice echoed in my head helping a smile step on my face.Her 5ft 4 figure would go rigid if she hears what Lucian sent me.That thought made me aware that it was a foolish decision to flee of from home where Sania and Api were.

Here I was alone.Without my phone.Looking around at the direction I came from, wondering my heavy little brain a thought about how-

'I got myself lost.