The Pain of Loving a Celebrity

Chapter 13

I groaned quietly as I laid on my bunk on the tour bus. The beds here were so uncomfortable but I had to get used to them sadly. As we drove to the next city I called my mom a lot and avoided the guys. I did not want anything to do with them at the moment. Yawning,I quickly fell asleep from the help of melatonin. We finally arrived after about three hours of driving and me sleeping the entire time.When we got to the arena my manager wanted to talk to me.That is not good. I made my way out of the tour bus and towards him. He stood there tapping his foot.

"Is something wrong?" I asked curiously.

"Yes...you and the others were fighting?"

"Only Charles and I..in my defense he was being rude."

"That does not give you the right to slap him and yell at Daniel."

"You are right and I am sorry," I whispered feeling a bit bad but not for Charles of course.

He smiled and nodded.I sighed and glanced down at my old flats that I loved to death. I would love to die in these shoes.

"I am glad you understand.You can go back to sleep now."

I nodded and ran back to the tour bus for some well deserved rest. As I got back on,Matthew was sitting on the couch reading one of my books. He was so deep into the book that he did not even notice me come in.I had to admit I had some feelings for Matthew after the whole interview and such deal.

"Enjoying yourself?" I asked smiling.

"Of course I am," he said setting it down and looked at me.

"You did not even hear me come in?"

"Oh I did but I wanted to keep reading."

"That makes sense," I said sitting down next to him.

Matthew wrapped his arm around me and leaned back against the love seat. I leaned against him slowly and yawned quietly. He looked over at me and smiled a little,feeling tired again.

"Tired?"

"Yup,I have only got three hours of sleep,"I replied rubbing my eyes.

"How about you sleep here with me?"

"Sure,I am down."

I grabbed a blanket and covered us up.He pulled me closer and looked down at me again.

"Thanks for not being a jerk," I said closing my eyes.

"I may look like one but I am not obviously,"he said laughing a bit.

Yawning again,I slowly fell asleep feeling Matthew's chest fall and rise beneath me. After about what seemed like forever I finally woke up.It was not how I excepted to though.I was on the floor with the others except Matthew standing above me looking down at me.

"What is it?" I asked sitting up.

"Why is he in here?" Charles asked gesturing to Matthew.

"We were talking earlier and we fell asleep."

Cameron sighed and helped me up,my back cracking. I groaned and he rubbed my back. Charles rolled his eyes and walked out of the bus leaving the four of us alone.

"Someone must have peed in his ceerious this morning," I said laughing a bit.

"I think you did.He has been like this all of last night and this morning," Daniel whispered.

I turned to him frowning and hugged him. He gasped quietly and hugged me back.

"I am sorry about earlier," I said remembering last night.

It then hit me again that my dad was no longer with me.I started to cry again and pulled away from him. His eyes widened and he pulled me into another hug already knowing why I was crying. The others quickly joined the hug except for Matthew since he was still asleep.