The Pain of Loving a Celebrity

Chapter 16

As we made our way back,we sat in silence until we got to the arena. Matthew and I got out of the car.I smiled and waved then quickly made my way back to my tour bus. I decided since it was about twelve I was gonna get ready. I showered and found a casual dress. After that I straightened my hair then did my make up. I finished around 1 o'clock so decided to text my mom.

" Hey mom I will buy the tickets right now so I do not forget."

As I sat there in silence I heard my phone go off on the table. I picked it up and unlocked it.

"Okay.Have you got a hold of your sister maybe? She has not answered my calls or texts.I am worried about her Jesa," I read.

I sighed and set my phone down.I knew that I was not the only one being ignored. Picking my phone back up I quickly texted back.

"I have not.I actually tried calling her the other day,but she never answered for me either.Maybe she is busy?"

There was a knock on my tour bus door as I sent the text.I stood up and made my way over to it. Slowly I opened it and Cameron was standing there with some flowers.I felt my face warm up as I stared at him.

"It is three," he said smiling a bit.

My eyes widened and I checked my phone realizing it was 2:30 pm,not exactly three. I sighed and tossed my phone onto the couch.

"It is only 2:30 silly," I said letting him in.

Cameron came in and laughed.I smiled and closed the door behind him.

"I know but I knew you would be done early so I decided to get you before three."

"Well good job. I guess we could go now if you want?"

"Yeah.Oh and your phone just went off," he said pointing at it with his free hand.

I quickly grabbed my phone and unlocked it again.

"I do not think she is busy.I am worried maybe we should go see her while you are."

Sighing,I texted back as Cameron stood there watching me and looking around my slightly messy tour bus.

"Yeah we will.I am sorry mom but I actually have to go.I got a date with someone.Bye I love you," I texted back then putting my phone into my pocket.

"You ready to go,Cameron?" I asked taking the flowers from him.

"Yup but you should probably put those in water first.We would not want them to die," he said looking around for a vase or something to put them in.

"I could put them in a cup? That is all I have right now."

"Well something is better than nothing."

I nodded and picked up a cup then filled it in the bathroom sink.I gently placed the flowers in the cup and set it on the small table.

"There we go.I am ready now."

He smiled and opened the door.I walked out first and waited for him to come too. Cameron walked out and closed the door then took my hand leading me to the car. We both slipped into the car and he put the key in the ignition. I sighed quietly and leaned back at he started the car then put it into drive.

"You okay?"Cameron asked driving out of the arena lot.

"I am fine.Just a little stressed out is all," I said looking over at him.

"Okay.You are just worrying me a little.Is it something about your family?"

"Yeah,how did you know?" I asked curiously.

"Just a good guess? So what is making you upset?" he said driving.

"Well my sister is not answering my mom and I.She is really worrying us.Then there is the funeral next week,so I am going to take a month break to be with my mom."

Cameron nodded and stopped at a red light. I looked over at him frowning a little.He looked so concentrated on the road that it made me smile slightly. The light turned green as I turned back so he sped off. The ride was silent the rest of the way until we got to the park.

"I am really sorry about that Jessa.Maybe I could go with you for emotional support?" he asked turning off the car and getting out too.

"I would really like that," I said making my way over to him.

He smiled walking to the back door.Cameron opened it and pulled out a picnic basket and a blanket. We then walked through the parking hoping no one would know who we were. Matthew quickly found a hidden spot and laid the blanket across the green grass. I sat down and he sat next to me with the basket.

"I brought a list of questions to ask each other so this does not get boring and so we can learn about each other," he said with a smile and pulled a paper out.

"Smart idea," I said with a laugh.

Matthew laughed with me and stared down at the paper. I watched him as he scanned over the questions.

"Okay.Question #1:favorite color?"

"Pink! That was too easy.What about you,Cameron?" I asked staring at him.

"I think blue.It always seemed like a calming color for some reason."

"What is the next question?"

"Where is one place in the world you would feel safe?" he asked pulling out two sandwiches and waters.

"At home with my family and someone I love.What about you?"I said blushing a bit opening my water.

He nodded and opened his as well. I smiled and drank from mine.

"Honestly I think the same.Oh and I hope you like the sandwich it is kind of a family recipe."

"I will do not worry.How is it a family reciepe?" I asked unwrapping my sandwich slowly.

"It has a different type of sauce that my mom makes and taught me how to make it."

I smiled more and nodded as I picked it up then took a small bite.It was amazing.My eyes widened and I looked at him as he was eating his.

"Amazing! Can I see that list of questions?"

"Sure," he said passing it to me.

"Here is a good one.What is your biggest fear?"

"I think either heights or snakes.What about you Jessa? What else are you afraid of besides of small spaces?"

"Spiders..snakes...That is all I can think of," I said taking another bite of my sandwich.

"Yeah I think bugs in general are nasty," he said eating more of his.

"Mmhmm...the next question is do you dream often?"

Cameron lifted his head and shook his head,sipping his water.

"No not really.What about you?"

"Nope but I do kind of rememeber my last dream.It was kind of werid though,I did not remebmer falling asleep."

"Huh you mind telling me about it?"

"Sure! Well I was in my room and a man had came in.He gave me something and it knocked me out. Strange right?"

"Jessa? When was that?" Cameron asked slowly putting his sandwich down.

"About a week ago? I am not sure actually," I said confused.

"I do not think that was a dream."

"What do you mean?"

Cameron sighed and grabbed my hands,making me scared.

"I think you were sexually assaulted."