The Pain of Loving a Celebrity

Chapter 15

 I walk backstage with a sigh. I was burning up and I feel like my clothes for cleaning to me since I had sweat so much. This stage for some reason was hotter than the ones ever I've performed at before. As I walked back and my manager have came up to me .I could tell he was angry since I did tweet saying that Charles and I being together was fake. I felt like that I could not lie to my fans just to make more of them and make more money.

"Do you mind tell me what this little tweet was about you and Charles being fake? I am not very happy.You could have lost fans and they could have lost some fans because of that!"

" I'm sorry but I could not lie to them. My fans deserve to know the truth I I'm not with him and never would be with him. He is an ungrateful jerk and deserve nothing from me or anyone else."

My manager's eyes widened as I said this as if I had told him but I didn't want to perform anymore. I rolled my eyes and quickly stormed off not want to talk to him another minute longer. He was nice but he had his moments where he made me cry or angry that would just how it was. I quickly made my way to my dressing room and walked in slamming the door closed behind me. I pulled out my personal laptop and search the tickets to to Washington. Since my hometown was there.

"Jessa? Are you okay?" I heard someone say as I sat there looking up tickets to go home.

"I am fine. Do not worry about me!" I yelled.

"Okay,May I please come in?"

I thought about it for while,unsure if I wanted company right now. I heard a knock and shook my head.

"Sorry,but not right now. I am planning something," I said looking back at my laptop.

" Okay maybe later," I heard the voice say and faint footsteps going away my door.

I said quietly and shut my laptop down then put it to the side of me. The whole celebrity thing was not how I imagined it was going to be. I always thought that be easier and not deal with so much drama. This was not the life I imagined for myself. I thought graduate high school, go to college, and start a family. That was completely wrong. If I was not singing that day on the bus I would not be in this mess. Yawning I stood up, gathered my things and left the dressing room going outside back to the tour bus. As I may as I made my way to the door for bus I could hear the yelling of two men. I stopped for a moment and looked over at the other tour bus. I could barely see the boys sitting on the couch but I can tell that to him of them were arguing.I shook my head and walked onto my bus then laid on my bunk.Soon enough I fell asleep.

"Jessa! Wake up!" I heard someone yell making me open my eyes.

Looking around I saw Cameron standing above me smiling. I glanced over at my phone and picked it up checking the time. It was 9 o'clock in the morning.

"Why are you waking me up so early?"

Cameron shrugged still smiling and walked out of the four of us leave another note on the small table. I stood and went over to the table then picked it up. As I opened it I realize this one did not just have a picture but writing as well. I quickly read it and it said to meet him in the park at

3 o'clock afternoon. I smiled and sat the note down. Deciding to eat something first I called Callie. It rung for a bit until I heard an answer.

" Hello? What can I help you with, Jessa? "I heard her say.

"Hi Callie. I was wondering if you wanted to go get breakfast with me?"

"I do not know Jessa.I have some things to do right now actually."