The Pain of Loving a Celebrity

Chapter 18

I walked down the hallway,looking for Cameron.He was nowhere to be found at the moment,so I was becoming flustered. I really did need to talk him.That kiss has thrown me off and I just can not do anything it seems like. Finally after about five minutes,I found him. Cameron was sitting outside against the wall playing his phone.

"Found you!" I said excitedly.

He then looked up at me not looking very happy with me. I frowned and slowly sat next to him. Cameron scooted over giving me more room to sit or he just did not want to be by me.

"What is wrong,Cameron? Did I do something to upset you?"

"Yeah you did actually.You kissed Charles," he said looking down at his phone in his hand still.

"I did not kiss him! He kissed me,I swear!" I said.

I honestly should have knew that he would have done something like this.It was because I rejected him and he wanted to get me back.

"I honestly thought you liked me,Jessa."

"I do like you Cameron!"

Cameron shook his head and quickly stood up,then walked back into the large arena. I quickly stood up and made my way in too.As the door closed behind me and I was completly in,I could not find him.It was like he had vanished out of thin air. I groaned quietly and stand to jog down the hallway looking in the rooms.Most of them were filed with equipment and such except for one room. Inside was a about 3 racks of clothing and a small cart of shoes. This must have been the band's dressing room. I slowly stepped in and glanced around seeing no one.

"Get out,Jessa," I heard someone say.

I looked around confused then spotted a person near the racks hiding in the corner.Immediately I could tell it was just the person I was looking for.

"Cameron,we need to talk please," I said with a sigh and made my way closer to him.

"What is there to talk about? You obviously still want to be with him," he said slowly crawling out of the small space.

"I do not okay? I hate him.He is complete jerk who likes to play with girls hearts."

"He was not always like that actually."

"What do you mean?" I asked curiously.

"His heart was broken badly," Cameron said sitting on the three seater in the dressing room.

"By who?"

"His first love basically.She broke his heart then ran off with his best friend.Charles does not really know how to act around girls you could say?"

My eyes widened as I shook my head slightly,starting to feel guilty about what I said. I slowly sat next to Cameron.

"That is terrible.I guess that does make sense that he acts the way he does but that still does not give him the right to kiss me and kind of cheat on me," I said whispering the last part.

"It is how he is now.I think you should just ignore him as much as you can," he said glancing over at me.

"Good idea and if he tries to ask anything about me from you just try to change the subject."

He nodded and leaned back against the leather couch.I smiled a bit and stood up.

"Where are you going?"

"I am going to go pack up.We are leaving soon are we not?" I asked slightly confused.

"Oh yeah! I completely forgot," he said standing up so he was standing next to me.

I smiled and walked out of the room.Cameron followed close behind as we made our way out. As we were about to walk out we could hear someone calling us.

"Cameron!Jessa!Wait up!"

Cameron and I turned around,and saw Matthew coming towards us. I waved and opened the door slightly. Cameron laughed and patted his back as he came up to us.

"Where are you guys going?" Matthew asked curiously.

"We are going to go get ready to leave for the next city.You wanna come help?" Cameron said as we walked outside.

"I am already packed actually but I could help."

"Well could you specifically help me?" I asked walking towards my bus.

"Yeah.If you need help Cameron just call or text me okay?" Matthew said stopping with me.

He nodded then quickly ran off waving a little as he made his way towards their tour bus. I sighed and opened the door.We both went in.Matthew closed the door behind him as I started to clean up.

"Can you make sure there is not anything that can move around while we are on the road?" I asked picking up my dirty clothes.

"Of course," he said starting to look around for loose things.

I continued to clean quietly humming a unknown song.As I was about to finish I could hear a laugh. I glanced over and saw Matthew bent over while holding his stomach laughing. Rolling my eyes,I stood up straight confused.

"What is so funny?" I asked.

"You are humming one of our songs silly," he said in between laughter.

I felt my cheeks become warm as I looked away.I could hear Matthew stop and I could see his feet in front of me,closer than before.

"You are blushing.Do you know that?" you could practically hear the smirk on his face.

"I know,Matthew.That is why I am looking away," I said looking back up hoping the redness was gone.

Matthew smiled a bit and pulled me into his arms,embracing me. I giggled and hugged him back. Glancing up at him,there was a knock on the tour bus door.