I'm not enough
nothing that I do is enough
at least not to satisfy me
not happy enough
but not sad enough
constant suicidal thoughts?
not enough to cause my own death
self harmed?
but never enough cuts
it never hurts enough
it's never deep enough
never drunk enough
to forget about it all
smoke but
never high enough
to feel weightless
depressed?
not enough to talk about it
I'm stuck in between
there is one way to free me
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fatty's story
Non-FictionRandom thoughts that goes through the head of a 18 years old girl who's dealing with depression and eating disorders. I DO NOT think mental illnesses are "cute" or "trendy" nor do I encourage dangerous behaviours. *TRIGER WARNING eating disorder, se...
