It's a loop and it's starting over again, not handing papers in, skipping class, constantly crying, suicidal thoughts, self destruction. I'm locked in it, it feels like whatever I do I'll end up failing anyways. So there is no point to even try.
It all started because I wanted to lose weight and accept my body. Look where I am now. I still feel fat, my anxiety is getting way too important for me to handle and I'm depressed. Such amazing results.
I should've killed myself last year when I had the opportunity.
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fatty's story
Non-FictionRandom thoughts that goes through the head of a 18 years old girl who's dealing with depression and eating disorders. I DO NOT think mental illnesses are "cute" or "trendy" nor do I encourage dangerous behaviours. *TRIGER WARNING eating disorder, se...
