Separated: Peybrina

Part 5

I woke up the next morning and Peyton was already gone. Why did I kiss him? Should I not have kissed him? Was that too forward? Did the paparazzi take pictures of his beat of face? If they did get pictures did they see him come out of MY house? Did MJ see the magazine? Was there even a magazine?

So many questions fluttered through my brain but the biggest question was, Do I like Peyton?

I called Corey and asked if he wanted to hang out today, I had never really seen him anymore

Cor: Hey Sab what's up?

Sab: Can you come over I have something important to tell you

Cor: Okay I will be over soon

I hopped in the shower and when I had just finished putting my clothes on I heard a knock on the door.

"What did you want to tell me?"

"Well hi to you too!"

"You kissed Peyton and now you are questioning your feelings for him?"

I had a confused look on my face

"He's going through the same exact thing"

"Oh"

This was all a shock to me. He could like me? I could like him? Ew! How could I like Peyton? How could I fall for such a goofy, weird, hot, tall, muscular, fun, enjoyable person? I think I just answered my question, but it could just be because I miss him

"Come in Cor"

"You and Peyton will someday separate and make love to two different people, have kids, and live happily ever after, Sab"

I frowned. What if he was right?

"Or you and Peyton will get married, make love and start a family of your own with a precious son you WILL name Corey"

My face lightened and I felt happier. What if he was right, again?

"I know you love him. I saw the way you smiled when I said the second option. It's a 50/50 chance. What are you going to choose?"

"Corey I just-"

"Stop. Don't deny you love him! It's been 5 days and you are already miserable! It's gonna be a lot longer so why don't you get your mind of things and relieve the stress of you holding in your love for Peyton!"

"I don't know what love is yet"

Corey looked down and back up at me

"It's when you would die for this person. It's when you can't get your mind off of them even when the biggest distraction is right in front of you. It's when your heart beats faster and faster and you feel warm and safe with this person"

He was tearing up

"Corey?"

"It's what I have been feeling for Rowan for 2 years"

I hugged him and we cried into each other's shoulders. I felt bad for him and I felt like I have so much to let go, but it's all locked inside of me and I can't seem to find the key

"You should go home Corey. Get some rest"

He nodded and walked outside

I went to my room and watched PLL for about 2 hours when I heard a knock on the door

I opened it up to a fresh boy, my age, with a box of chocolates

"Hey what can I do for ya?"

He stayed quiet staring at me. My face got red and I just stood there

"Oh right I'm so sorry I um... never mind you don't need to spend your money on me"

"Hey!"

He turned around with a confused look on his face

"What's your name?"

"Connor"

I smiled and nodded my head

"I'm Sa-"

"I know who you are. I love your music"

I blushed and smiled

"Thanks. I'll be seeing you around?"

"Meet me at the park this time tomorrow?"

I smiled and nodded my head

Connor