Broken

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Kegan POV

"No Kegan, please don't hurt me again" Alexus said.

I hurt me. I would never want those words to come out of her mouth. "Alexus i-i" I said. I got cutoff. "You fucking hit her!! I care about her!! Probably more then you! Don't fucking touch her! Or I'll fucking beat you!!" Ash said.

"Chill man! It just- just slipped!" I said. "Something like that doesn't just slip!! You don't fucking hit your girlfriend!!" He screamed. "Will you two just stop!" Alexus said. "He fucking hit you!! Do you think that's ok?!?" Ash screamed at her. Tears started steaming down her face. "Look, I'm used to it. Its not that different." She said looking down.

"Please. Alexus I didn't meant to hit you." I cried. A bruise was starting to form on her check and her nose was bleeding. "Do you think this is ok?! Are you just gonna let him slide?!" Ash screamed to her. "Stop fucking yelling at me!" She screamed. "Kegan, your a fucking idiot. I'm gonna go upstairs." Ash said turning around.

Alexus's phone buzzed and she looked at it. I turned around and walked upstairs. I went to the room. I went through Alexus's bag and found her blades and took them to the bathroom. I flushed them down the toilet.

Alexus POV

I got a text from my friend Adian.

Adian
I hear your back in town, meet me at the park in ten.

Alexus
Ok I'm heading out rn

I sent it and began to walk out of the door. I was afraid that Kegan would follow me so I ran.

I knew the way. Run to the end of the street, turn right, then turn left and keep going to the end of the street. That's where the park was. It took about 7 minutes.

I ran to the park and walked up the hill because that's where we useally met. I saw him and ran. He held out his arms and jumped in them. We hugged for what felt like forever. He put me down and stared at me.

"Alexus? What happened?" He asks worried. "Well its no big deal." I say. "Tell me. Remember it makes you feel better." He said. "My boyfriend hit me." I trailed off. "That's not fucking ok!! I'm gonna beat him!" He yelled. "Ok now let me see your arms." He said. O Yea, forgot he knew about that. He only knew about it when there was only like one or two cuts tho.

I held out my arms to show him. He rolled up my sleeves to reveal the old scars that covered my forearms and my new cuts over the scars. "Alexus... This is so much worse then last time. I- I thought u stopped." He said and looked at me. I could see tears forming in his eyes. "Please don't do this anymore. Why did you do it so much?" He asked. I didn't want to give him the full truth so I just left out my mom. "Well.... I get bullied, a lot. I miss you and the rest of the boys, a lot. I miss being happy. My dad just died." I said tears were already falling out of my eyes. Same with his.

"That's not it is it?" He asked. I shook my head. "My mom... She hits me. I over dossed. I wanted to die and I still want to." I cried. He hugged me even tighter. "I love you, please don't do this. I know you have a boyfriend, but you have no idea how much I want to kiss you right now." He cried.

I like Adian. I always have even when I dated Ash. "I don't really think he's my boyfriend...." I trailed off. Adian looked really happy after I said that. I laughed. "What?" He laughed. "Do you know what your face looked like after I said that?" I laugh. "No." He laughs.

Kegan keeps texting me. Adian suddenly stops. "Your so beautiful." He says. He leans in pretty quick and kisses me. We kissed for what felt like forever. "Are you fucking kidding me?!" I hear a voice scream. "O my god." I say scared. "First you make out with ash and now this idiot?" He yells. "Please kegan. Don't touch me." I say crying. He walks twords me and slaps me. I cry even harder.