Broken

14

Cassie POV

Alexus went on a run so I went to talk to her boyfriend laying in her bed. "Blake." I say waking him back up. "Hmm?" He questions. "Hey,when you gonna tell Alexus about eh?" I ask. "I'll tell her hopefully tonight." He answers. "Okay. When you gonna get frisky with her?" I ask jokingly. He throws a pillow at me. "She isn't ready. I'm not gonna force her to do something she doesn't want to do." Blake says. "Blake. You know she's not a virgin? Right?" I ask. "Ummmm, no. When did she uh do it?" He asks sitting up now. "I think um. I think you two were dating. But she didn't cheat on you." I say. Anger fills Blake's expression. "It sure sounds like it." He says out of anger. "Blake! Chill. I'm not spoused to know about it. She hasn't told anyone. I can just, I can just tell. Chris. He, um, he raped her." I stumble out. "That son of a bitch!" He screams he throws a pillow and stands up. "That little piece of shit mother fucker!!! That asshole!!" He yells under his breath. "So first he fucking abuses the shit out of her!!! ALMOST KILLED HER!!! THEN HE FUCKING RAPES HER!!!" Blake yells pissed off. "Blake calm down. Its okay." I say.

He gets up and walks out. We stand by the balcony thingy and he looks at me about to say something then the door opens. Alexus and a boy walk in. He's tall. He's wearing a UofM shirt and black basketball shorts. He looks ALOT like Alexus. Dark brown hair. Bright blue eyes. He walks up the stair behind Alexus. "Who's this?" I ask. "This is my cousin Z. He just got home from the military. He's 20." She adds. I can't help but check him out.

Me and Jake broke up a couple days ago. He cheated on me with Alice and I just found out. Blake's mood instantly changed and now he's holding Alexus tight against him. Her and Blake walk off which leaves me with Z.

"Your hot." I let slip out of my mouth. "Shit did I just say that out loud?" I ask embarrassed. "Yes. But guess what? Your extremely hot." He says looking at my lips. I look at him nodding. He leans in a little quickly and kisses me, hard. He grips my butt with his strong hands and I slowly lead him to my room without breaking the kiss. He opens the door and throws me on the bed never breaking the kiss. I let my hands run through his now messy hair. He let's out a soft moan. Hes now hovering over me. He moves his hands up from my butt to my waist and starts grinding on me. I let out a little whimper of a moan.

"Was not expecting to walk in on that." Alexus says. Me and Z break away and look at each other. "Wasn't expecting you to walk in." I say.

God dammit.

She says something else but I don't pay attention. I got lost in Z's eyes. I swear if she didn't walk in, we probably would've ended up fucking. I hate myself for a minute. I almost fucked someone I just met 10 minutes ago. But I'm lucky to find a guy like that. Who liked me that much, to on first sight, almost fuck me.

"Sorry. I-i didn't mean to... ya know." Z apologizes. "No. No its okay." I say nodding. A smile spreads across his face. "Hey, um Z. What's your actual name?" I question. "Zavior. What's your real name." He says with a smirk. "Cassandra." I laugh. "That's pretty. Now how old are you?" He asks. "I'm 18. I turned it last week." I answer. He nods. "Well Cassandra. Would you like to go out for dinner with me tomorrow?" He asks. "I would love to." I answer. His smile grows even bigger.

"Let's sneak in on Alexus and Blake." I suggest. "Okay." Z says with a smirk. We walk to the door and lean against it. "Did he rape you?" I hear Blake question.

God dammit Blake.

There was a long silence after. "Alexus?" Blake says. I'm surprised I even heard what Alexus said next. It was so quiet. "Yes." She answered. Z busted the door open.

Really Z? Now she'll know we were ease dropping.

"Who raped you bee?!?" Z asks screaming. Blake was hugging her tight and she looked up. She was crying. "Why the fuck were you ease dropping?" She hissed. "We were gonna be funny and try to open the door to you and Blake doing something like you did with me and Cassie. But who raped you?!?" Z yelled again. "NO ONE!" She yelled. "Bee I'm not stupid. I'll report him to the police. Please tell me." Z begs calmer now. "Too late now. He left the country with my mom." She says looking at her feet. Z walks over to her. He grabs both her hands and holds them. "It'll all be okay Bee. I promise you." He says caring. Alexus nods. "What happens when he comes back?" Alexus questions. "You can stay with me and my mom." He answers Alexus nods and hugs Z tight.
We all sit in silence. "Well this is depressing. Let's do something." Alexus says breaking the silence. "Like what?" I ask. "Z, will your mom let us take the four wheelers out?" Alexus asks. "Yup. Its nice out today. We have 4 we'll be okay." Z says. We all nod. "Let's take your jeep back." Alexus says talking to Z. He nods. We all walk out to Z's car.

Alexus and Blake get in the back. Blake's holding onto her hand and won't let go. They are so in love its cute. I sit in the passenger side and Z drives.

"So, um, where we gonna go on the four wheelers?" I ask to break the silence. It was getting awkward. "We usually take them out in the dunes behind my house. We kinda live in the middle of nowhere." He answers. "Cool." I say not knowing what to say.

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I put my pink four wheeler away where Z told me to. "Ah shit. I'm sandy as fuck." I say. "Were gonna go back to your place soon  Cassie. You can change there." Z says. I nod. Blake and Alexus walk towards the jeep holding hands. "Aww." I say. Alexus looks back and flips me off. She hates it when I aww her and Blake.

"So. You still wanna go out tomorrow?" Z asks me. "Yup." I answer smiling. A smile spreads across his face. "Really?" He asks surprised. "Yes." I say laughing. He wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me close.

I think I like this boy.