Broken

15

Alexus POV

One month later

I woke up with no one next to me. Blake went on a vacation. He's been with me almost every night. He's basically gonna kill Chris when he comes back. He said if Chris did it again to tell him right after it happens. He said he'll help.

Z's not even gonna let me near him.  He's gonna help Blake kill him. I think Z stayed the night again. Him a Cassie are dating. To be honest, I believe he's a better boyfriend then Jake was. Z treats her better.

Blake will be back in three days. I can't wait. He's been gone two weeks and I haven't talked to him because he has no signal where he is. I miss him so fucking much.

Z walks in my room. "Hey Bee. I need to tell you something." He says looking down. I nod. "I found out about Cassie. And I don't want to be dating her if she kills herself. I don't want to deal with it. I have enough going on in my life." He says. "Where are you going with this?" I ask. He looks down and sighs. "I mean I love her so so so much, but I'm gonna break up with her." He says. I look at him wide eyed. I swear my jaw was touching the ground. "Your gonna what?" I ask him. "Break up with her." He answers. "I don't want to deal with all that junk." He says. "Z, your talking to a fucking cutter. If you break up with her it's gonna make everything worse." I tell him. He looks at me. "But at least I want be a- your a what?!" He screams. "That's not the point. Just don't break up with her. Give it some time. Listen to her. Help her." I say calmly. "I'll try I guess. But Bee I don't like it." He says. "And most people don't. So just go talk to her and tell her the next time she does it you'll break up with her. She will stop if she wants you in her life." I say. He nods and walks out of my room.

I'm glad he didn't question much about me being a cutter. That would've been a long discussion.

I get out of bed and go to the bathroom.  I do my bisness and go to find my cloths to wear. I'm going to go to the mall today so I pick out some nice cloths to wear. I put on a black shirt with a gold moon on it and I put on a pair of black, ripped shorts on. I put on my black Adidas and grab about $200. I grab my phone and car keys and go.

I just got my drivers licence 2 weeks ago. My aunt bought me and white jeep wrangler which I'm absolutely in love with. I took my doors off because I prefer wind over ac. I start up my car and head to McDonalds first to get myself some food.

I order a sausage mcgridle and an orange juice. I pull up, grab my food, and go. I turn on the radio and 'one dance' by drake comes on. I absolutely love to dance to that song for some reason. I start to like dance when I hit a red light. The person next to me was looking at me so I looked at them and made weird faces. They basically looked away instantly.

***

I was walking into American Eagle when I heard someone shout Alexus. I turn around. I see Caspian running towards me. I roll my eyes. "What do you want Caspian?" I ask annoyed. "O. I just want this." He says before he crashes his lips on me. I quickly push him away. "Ha! Got it!" I hear his mate Christian yell. I turn around to see christian holding his phone. Caspian leans forward and whispers in my ear. "I wonder how your little boy friend will like that." He has a smirk on his face.

"You wouldn't." I say. "O I already did." Christian says behind me. He bumps into me and cups my ass. I smack his hand away. "Ouch." He says with a smirk. "Why did you guys do that?" I ask annoyed. "Well you see, its revenge. And revenge in a bitch. Now isn't it?" Caspian says. I just glare at him. "Let's see. The worst he would do is end it. And poor little Alexus wouldn't want to lose another one of her loved ones." He says. As he walks away Christian whispers in my ear, "hurts like a bitch doesn't it?"

"Wait Christian." I say as I grab his shirt. He turns around and I punch him. He grabs his jaw and punches me right back. I push him to the ground when I recover. I crouch over him. "Listen little bitch. If Blake dies, you die too. So I would rethink your little revenge here and walk away." I say as I get up and walk away.

I walk into American Eagle and look around. I found 2 pairs of jeans and some shirts.

I pay and leave the store. I find my way to my car. When I get to my car Caspian and Christian standing there. "Go away assholes." I day and I get in my car. "Okay baby." Caspian says with a smirk as he walks away. "I'm not your baby. Okay?" I ask. "We'll see bout that mate." Caspian says as he walks away. I start my jeep and quickly back out.

It takes about 15 minutes to get back home. As soon as I get back, I slam my keys on the counter and run upstairs. I but open the door to Cassie's room. "What's wrong?" Cass asks. I look at her and run into my room. I go to look in my mirror to see if christian did any damage to my face. "Fuck." I say as I notice my eye starting to turn purple.

Cass walks into the room and turns my face towards her. "You have a black eye." She says concerned. "Yea it is." I say. "Okay okay. I surrender." She says as she walks out. "O and um," she says looking down. "Your mom and Chris are downstairs to move you back home." She closes the door.

They're back.

A/n
So yea I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've had serious writers block. But hope you guys like it