Playfull Kiss: My Love Of Life Oh HaNi

First kisssss

Ha-ni's university future was secured, it was time for my next round interview in the Tae-san admissions process. As i was leaving for university everyone was gazing at me with anxious eyes. Even Hani looked tensed. While i was walking i saw Hani sneaking along at a distance. I knew she was tensed about what i said yesterday. I couldnt find out what was so great about going to a university. But when Hani told me about having fun in life, and help other with my ability. So i decided to enter university and resume my studies.

Hani was still following me and i was happy seeing her concern for me. But suddenly i heared a car screeching and hitting something, it alarmed me. I heared a Passersby gasp at the girl who went flying through the air. I felt like my heart stopped beating and my foots were glued on the floor. When i turned around i saw Hani lying wounded and unconcious clutching doll in her hand. I took her to hospital and informed my mom. She told me to go for interview as they are coming to hospital. But i didnt wanted to go leaving her alone. I went to clear some formalities and when i came back to the room my family members along with Hani's father was already there. They were surprised when i entered.

Its been a while till Hani is awake. She was overhelmed with guilt and weeping, which kept me at bay. I couldnt even pacify her. My heart ached seeing her tears. I wondered, how can someone be this much concered about another person's life. May be its called love. Even after getting discharged from hospital Hani was feeling low energic and moody. She never came out of her room. I wanted to barge into her room and hug, consoling her. But my ego was pulling me backwards. I never wanted to take this relation to next level. Atleast not now. I was afraid of my enthusiastic mother. Sometimes my heart overflowed my feeling but Hani never noticed it. And i never wanted her to notice it either.

That night i was not asleep, i was thinking about Hani's present condition. When i went to her room and opened the door to see her once, i saw her packing suitcase. 'So this waa her plan, she is trying to run away from here because of guilt. So its tine to reveal my plan'. I thought in my mind. While she sneaked out of the front door, i was waiting for her in yard. I gave her my scholorship letter from parang university. She was so happy and she changed her decision. I was also happy about her staying in my house.

Actually i didnt wanted to go to interview because i already got accepted in parang university. This past year was the most disruptive, crazy year i have ever experienced, never knowing what to expect and always encountering something new. Its was all because of her, but its kinda fun. I wanted to enjoy it more staying by her side. But i never acknowledged it. I applied for parang university because she was there and i wanted to enjoy my college life while searching my ambition...my dream.

These days Hani was coming home late. She never told anyone where she was going, even my mom. I was a bit concerned, but didnt wanted to ask her about it. So i made mom as a reason and warned her not to stay out too late. I was encountering strange things, Hani who comes late, a guy in hoody who doesnt shows his face and scares me now ans then. 'Ufff....whats happening???'

On the day of our graduation party Hani came to me with a gift. It was a head massager. Just like her, how stupid gift. But i saw her sincierity even while saying bad words. 'It looked costly. How did she managed to buy one' I thought in my mind. But my mom asked same question. I overheard Hani saiying, she was doing part time jobs to earn money. 'How sweet' i said in my mind smiling while i was going down stairs. 'So that's the secret of wierd looking hoody guy' i said in my mind.

At graduation ceremony, principal announces that both me and Ha-ni will be going to Parang University, and i was called up on the stage for valedictorian address. Ha-ni then gets called up to join me, to receive our diplomas as representatives for the classes. May be she was fantasizing our wedding, she shouted 'i swear' aloud. Duckie (jun-gu) objects, and my Mom objects to Duckie's objection, and everyone has a good laugh. To top it off, i wanted to get off the stage as fast as possible, but on her way down, Ha-ni slips and landed on my back. 'Oh Haniiiiiii... You messed up our graduation using you dumb imagination' i said inside my mind. But all these incidents never made me angry.

Everyone wanted to take pictures with me post-graduation, but i pretty much ignored all of them. Mom pushed hani to my side. I knew she wants us to take a photo together. I didnt wanted to take one, but when all the other girls started to make fun of hani because of my rejection i pulled her besides me to take photo. While Mom taking the picture, i repeated Ha-ni's words in the convenience store, to take my own change. She looks up at me, horrified, as i smiled devilishly.

We (class A) ended up partying at the same restaurant as class F. Jun-gu, the duckie was performing a song for hani which made me laugh. It was funny. But he came near and hold her hands while dancing which made me angry. She was not even reacting, she was kinda enjoying her being center of attraction. It made me more angrier. So when i got a chance i rebuked her saying about disturbing my life and liking me all these years. I relentlessly pointed out that she's written my name all over her books and everyone laughs, at which Ha-ni finally pulled out her secret weapon, which i was not expecting. She showed my old photograph to others. I pulled her out and confronted her for what she did. She told me she was taking a revenge for making fun of her liking him. She also told me that she's done harboring her crush, and that with the end of high school comes the end of her feelings for me. She vowed to forget me. I felt pain oozing down my trottle. My anger and feelings for her overflowed for one second. I touched her lips with mine and forced her into a kiss. Even though i kissed her because of my feelings for her, i prentented it doesnt means anything to me. But i couldnt sleep whole night. I kept thinking about her lips. I could feel touch of her soft lips even now. I couldnt give any rational explanations for what i did. I just kept thinking about our first kissss.