Playfull Kiss: My Love Of Life Oh HaNi

Final Ice breaker

Hani... Im sorry, im going to hurt you more. You tears cuts my heart into pieces, but i am helpless. If this marriage doesnt happens we will meet a huge loss. This is the only way to save Dad's company. I hate myself for doing this to you. But i am helpless. I have to support my family. I have to do this, just forgive me Hani and try to forget me. Move on...

What??? Date??? With jun-gu??? I told her to move on but not this fast. Give me some time to forget you hani... You already did it??? How can you move on so fast??? I saw her with that guy. How can she hold him closer. She said she was happy with him. But...does she really started to have feelings for him??? No way...its only me. But now i cant say that. She should move on. But Hani walking with anothet guy.. Hugging him, kissing him, going on date...thinking about all these made my heart ache. I felt like 1000 nails are piercing into my heart.

Even when i am with he-ra, im thinking about you. What spell did you cast on me.??? I kept thinking about you. But never mind, i will erase all your memories. We will be living as strangers in the future. He-ra is very compatible for me. One day, may be i will fall in love with her. I assured myself, he-ra is good for me.

Hani getting married to jun-gu??? Arent they moving too fast??? When i heared Hani's friends talking about jun-gu's proposal, i felt a cold wind blowibg through my heart making a big hole inside my heart. I was struggling to bring out my ratiobal self. I couldnt find out why im feeling abadoned when i am the one who abandoned Hani. I was feeling lonliness.

After thinking about it for half a day, i came to realize that, im living because of Hani. Its not she who needs me, but i am the one who needs her to live as human being. I have just started to become a human being, just started to have feelings and express my emotions. If Hani left me...i will b left as a cold statue once again. I dont want that to happen. I think its time to face my feelings.

It was raining outside and my heart was bleeding inside. I waited for Hani at the busstop making umberlla as an excuse. She was not that happy to see me there. I didnt saw that glow in her eyes while she was looking at me. May be she lost love for me and started feeling for that duckie. I should find it out.

I brought up jun-gu's proposal and asked her about her answer. But i think she was really hurt by my behaviour, she restorted saying its none of my business whether she agreed or not. And they are moving out soon. She kept saying she will forget me and move on with jun-gu. My heart was bleeding, the wound created by hani's words were big. I realized i loved her and will never be able to forget my feelings for her.

When she said she only liked me, and still likes me. My heart raced towards her, my lips found hers and i felt her warmth. I realised that i have never forget the touch her soft lips after our first kiss. My heart always wanted to feel it again and again. Now...im not going to leave you Hani...i need you in my life. Forever i wanna feel this warmth. No one else can be better than you for making me complete. You made me a complete man, Now i will make you a complete women. I will give you everything you deserve, everything you have been longing for.

When we entered, Hani's father was disscussing about moving out of the house. Im not ready to part with her anymore. I should tell them about my feelings. I mustered up my courage and told them i want to marry hani. Hani was shell shocked, my mom was jumpping out of joy. I felt ease after confessing my feelings. May be this what they call living.

I saw hani standing near by balcony. She was confused about my behaviour. I just back hugged her to confirm my feelings. But she was insecured about my behaviour towards her, she was afraid about seeing my cold behaviour again. So i just asked her whether she wants to sleep together tonight. She just blushes over my question and hugged me tight. I dont know what you are thinking, but i always wanted to have you on bed. Even now i wanted to give you everything you deserved. I realised how much i have loved you.

Thanks to he-ra, for understanding my feelings. She was really compatible for me. But she was unable to complete me. I am able to do 90% things in the world even he-ra could do the same, but its only hani who could do rest 10% things and conplete me. So...hani will always be my choice as my life partner. Our alikness made us friends, but its not what a partner needs. You are just like my mirror image. You can be my friend, but can never be my good partner. I am sorry he-ra, i am sorry jun-gu for snatching hani from you.

Hani didnt come home last night. I fought with Hani because she said she is giving up studies. How could she decide it so recklessly. And when i adviced her, she said she is going with another guy. I was fuming ib anger and told her to do as she pleases. But for something so silly she left home. I wanted to call you and ask if you are ok, but if i call u now you will nevef be able to find out you dreams. You should fins your dreams for future. For that, i think i should keep you away from me. So that your stupid brain will stop fascinating about our first night and start thinking about your career.

Its been a week hani is didnt came back. I was worried about her. I cant wait any longer. I decided to find her and went to search her friends. I heard them talking about hani working at a local resturant. When saw her my mind felt ease. I took her outside and asked her about her plans. She told me she wants to help me, assist me as my nurse. Aww...my dear you always makes me as you center of life. How can you preserve me like this?? So...fighting... Nurse Oh Hani. Study hard and be my strength...