June 2015
Two months already of being best friends with Kimberly and it bought me happiness not never have I ever felt like that before with Clarissa it was way different because Clarissa would make me feel sad like a rainy cloudy day that never had sunlight in my life but with Kimberly not even I dot of rain or cloudiness would ever affect my smile. She made a huge difference on me. One day I randomly just started to get feelings for her a lot. I got freaked out a little bit were my heart felt like it was going to rip out of my chest and ready to runaway. First I talked to my other friends Philayasha and Sammy. Philayasha was that type of girl who was always joyful no matter what she was so sweet, pretty and caring for others she would put others before herself and Sammy was just full of laughter and just had the biggest heart. As I was talking to them about my mixed feelings that I had for Kimberly they didn't know how to take it or what to say I can relate to them because I didn't even know either. As we all talked we thought it would be a phase but it turns out it wasn't everyday it felt like my feelings would grow more and more. I was thought I would be into boys not both but it was strange because she was the only girl I got feelings for this way. Soon I told Andrea and the girls besides Shirley they said they were going to be by my side through this and I appreciate that so much. Andrea told me that the right thing would be is to tell her but I couldn't because I thought that if I told her how would she take it, she will feel weird or not be my best friend anymore. I know it would be the right thing to tell her but I couldn't and I thought it would just be a phase so I left it as it was but I knew that sooner or later I was gonna tell her just not now because I don't really know what I am. Everyday I thought about this because I did not know will happen between us and I didn't want our friendship to end because I made the decision to tell her that I liked her more as a best friend. For I just left it alone and tried not to worry about it. One more week of going to that school and soon it was finally going to be over with because we were getting promoted and moving on to high school. I barely got to talk to Kimberly about this time because all of us and to practice our dances and walking to the stage. As time got closer I was truly going to miss Kimberly because she was going to Independence High School and I was going to DCP it was going to suck butt because I knew that we were going to have different time and we wouldn't be able to see each other a lot like how we planned it. So we tried to make the last few days count before school was out because it was impossible for the both of us to try to hang out during the summer but we planned to talk on the phone because that was going to be the closes to what we had planned. My friends kept telling me to tell her before school was out so throughout the summer she could think about it and see if she would still be my best friend or just tell me it's not gonna work because she doesn't want it to be awkward. I said no and left it as that I didn't want to worry about it a lot. Throughout the week all of the eighth graders were just having fun, going on trips and waiting till we walk that stage to move on to high school. We all went through drama this whole year but towards the end you can tell everybody had a smile on and being nice to one other before we say our goodbyes.
In conclusion, the day finally came and all of us eighth graders were officially going to be high schoolers and move on with our life's. At the graduation the boys wore all royal blue and the girls wore all golden yellow. Before our graduation started we all meet in Ms. Honda's classroom one last time saying our goodbyes and taking pictures with one other, fixing our caps, and fixing our makeup and the boys making sure they looked handsome. Few minutes after Ms. Honda yelled out " It's go time everybody!" And we all started to cry a little bit only because this was the last time we were all going to see each other. This was it the moment we all waited for is to walk that stage and show everybody in the audience that we made it this far. Once everybody walked that stage and got they promotion paper we all sang and dance it the song "when I see you again" Ms. Hale wanted to do this once it was over so we did and she changed up the lyrics a little bit. After we sang the song we threw our caps in the air and hugged and said goodbye one last time. Well now I can't wait till high school and see what the plan is going to be with Kimberly.
