April 2015
It's been a month since I talked to Clarissa. Sometimes I do miss talking to her but I had to do the right thing for me because I wasn't going to be her best friend anymore. The last time I told her the truth and why I did not want to be best friends with her. I know it hurt her a lot because I have been her best friend since I was little but I had to do the right thing. She was sad for a couple of weeks but she got over it soon and she was starting to hang out with Mary and the girls again. She was sad that she lost me. Although I will miss her because she was the first person who became by best friend. As I thought about it I was scared because she knew all my deepest secrets and she would tell Mary and the girls. This is what would terrify me the most I liked that I had a new best friend and all but at the same I did not like how she would tell the girls my secrets and everything that I have been threw since she met me. Ever since I stopped being her best friend I would always hang out with Andrea, Janessa, Nancy, and Shirley, I have been doing my own thing and I felt great because other people had to deal with her bullshit and I did not have to worry about anything. Since then I started talking more and more with Kimberly, we didn't have a lot in common but we tried she was more of a sporty person and I was the opposite of that. I started talking to her slowly like only talking during classes but it was okay because all I wanted to do was to get to know her more. One school day it was cloudy with a little bit of breeze, Laila and me were walking to class and Kimberly was already in the classroom when I walked in she looked at me and gave me a smile.
"Hi Alondra." Kimberly said calmly with a smile going ear to ear.
"Hey bestie." I said all excited because she was the first to say hi.
"Is it okay if I sit with you and Laila?" Kimberly questioned.
"Yeah sure that's cool." I said calmly.
Once she started sitting with us everyday she was starting to talk more and I got to know her more. Later throughout the day Kimberly would do her thing with her other friends and I would do mine. A little while once I got home I got a message and it was Kimberly she direct message me on Instagram. We started talking from there but later she asked me for my kik. Kik was another app just texting for people who didn't have phone or did. Once we started texting on kik it was a simple conversation but once we got to know each other we didn't have stop texting. Every day 24/7 I would only want to text her and no one else. I first I thought this was going to be such a boring conversation but it turns out that we can text for hours and never get tired of texting. We made all these promises and it made me more comfortable with her because Clarissa and I never did that. Then I got all these mixed feelings I did not know who to handle anymore.
Two months few by......
