Asymmetrical

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It starts at the age of ten,
Just a little crush, no pain.
Smiling and blushing and innocence,
Confessing not even a thought.

It continues to the age of fifteen,
First boyfriend, like a new mystery.
Holding hands and cheek kisses
Broke up after a week.

First serious relationship at twenty
Lasted a little over two years
But cheating is what occurred and
The necklace of love was tainted.

She has revolved around the Sun
For fifty long years now.
Old is what she is going to be
But all alone, just like her youth.

They say that there will come along
A man who shall love you.
But what if that man doesn't exist
Is it just a comforting fairytale?

You wait and wait for
Mr.Right to walk into your life
But what if that moment never occurs
And you are left all alone to die?

-a girl who fears to be alone and in a relationship at the same time.