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Tegan's P.O.V
March 2015

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It's been four days since Louis exploded on Romeo and I. Romeo and I have said a maximum of five words to each other. We have been performing as solo acts. I'm still really upset. I miss Romeo. He's been a part of my life for so long, I just can't let him go. I'm also upset he hasn't tried harder to stay a part of my life.

"Good night, Jakarta!" I yelled into my microphone, then walked off stage, waving to the crowd.

As I was walking off my eyes caught a sign that said, "We want Zayn, not Tegan!" My breathe hitched, but I kept walking. When I got backstage, Romeo passed me, without giving me a second glance. I sat in one of the lounge chairs and sighed. I grabbed my phone off the side table. I clicked the little blue app that had the Twitter Bird on it.

"Zayn's hiatus is because of Tegan!"

"Tegan is ruining One Direction!"

"I always hated her!"

"Have you seen how fat she's been getting?"

"#ZaynStayTeganLeave"

That's how my Twitter feed and mentions have been all week. I sighed, and put my phone down.

"What's wrong, babe?" Niall asked, walking over to me.

"Nothing!" I lied. Niall tilted his head and raised an eyebrow. I don't know what came over me, but I broke down into tears.

"Come on, let's go." Niall said, softly, holding his hand out. I took it and he lead me out of the arena.

The cold air hit my bare skin. My arms immediately wrapped around my chest. My hands moving up and down on my arms to make heat.

"What's wrong, T?" Niall asked, concerned. It was pitch black outside, but the light from the moon and stars reflected on Niall's face.

"M-y T-Twitter p-age," I stuttered out.

"What?"

"M-my Twit-ter pa-age." I tried again.

"I can't understand you." Niall's face was sad. I shook my head, and squeezed my eyes shut. Niall wrapped his arms around me, and pulled me close to his body. "I hate seeing you this upset."

He stood there holding me, waiting for me to calm down. When the tears finally stopped flowing, I pulled myself away from him.

"It's just my Twitter. I've been getting so much hate recently, and I don't know what to do." I explained, really quickly, hoping he wouldn't understand me.

"Awe, T! You know we love you so, so much. You shouldn't listen to what they say." Niall assured me, caressing my shoulder.

"It's just hard to believe in yourself, when everyone is trying to drag you down." I said, looking at the ground.

"Nobody can drag you down!" Niall exclaimed. I looked up at him, my eyes beginning to blur again.

"Did Zayn leave because of me?" I asked, quietly.

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