Remember Me //[Sequel to Promise Me] Completed [✔️]

Radio Talks

Tegan's P.O.V
London
August 2015

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"Will you guys help me welcome Tegan Malik to Tune In Radio?" The host, Cadence announced over the radio.

"Woo!" I cheered, semi enthusiastically.

"I have some of your fans on hold right now that want to ask you questions." She informed me.

"Yay!" I cheered.

"So, let's start with Hallie, who has a question for you. Hallie?" Cadence spoke into the mic.

"Yes?" The girl over the phone responded.

"Hey, it's Cadence! You're on the phone with Tegan, too. Say hi."

"Hey, Tegan!" The fan exclaimed.

"Hey, how ya doing, lovely?" I asked, happily.

"I'm good. How are you?" Hallie asked back.

"I'm good!" I answered.

I answered the question so subconsciously. I'm so nervous actually, but I keep a smile on my face anyways.

"Good! I have question for you." She stated.

"Okay, shoot!" I kept up an enthusiastic character.

"What was it like recording the song "Never Grow Up"?" Hallie asked.

"It was really fun. Um, it wasn't really what I was expecting or used to, but it was absolutely amazing! I really love how it turned out!" I answered, truthfully.

"You haven't recorded in awhile, we're glad to have you back!" Candace told me. "That was a really good question Hallie, thank you! Next is Kendra."

"Hi, Kendra!" I said.

"How do you feel about Zayn leaving?" Kendra asked.

"Well, I was upset at first, I think it's fair to say I reacted very terribly. Now, that I can view the situation clearer, I know this was for the best. He deserved to put himself first and it saddens me deeply that it took him so long to get the courage. As for his career, I'm certain he has potential to be a very successful solo artist. I know One Direction will continue doing their best. I'll always love the them no matter how far we may be." I answered, leaving out all the fits I threw.

"Is Zayn planning on making his own music?"

"Um, that's not a question for me. You'll have to ask Zayn!" I laughed.

"Thank you, Kendra. Bye!" Candace said.

"Bye!" I called to her.

"Zayn has still been very busy lately, hasn't he? I've still seen him in interviews." Candace said.

"Yes, he has." I nodded.

"Recently he ended his engagement with Perrie?" Candace asked.

"Yes, they did." I confirmed, knowing they already have as well.

"Why?"

"That's not really my business to tell." I refused to answer.

"Right. Louis and Eleanor also ended their very long relationship back in March. How did you feel about that?" Candace asked.

"Eleanor is a tremendous woman! She is so sweet, and so pretty. I know she used to get a lot of hate from fans, and that was very hard on her. I'd see people calling her ugly, and I would just think, 'can I be as ugly as Eleanor?'" I laughed. Cadence laughed, too.

"Photos of you were recently taken in Boston. Rumor has it you had just come from a party?" Candace questioned.

I felt my checks heat up, and my palms form sweat.

"No," I tried to chuckle it off, but it came out very unconvincing. "That's a misconception."

"Come on! You can tell us!" Candace pressed.

"It was really nothing." I looked down, and started playing with the ring on my finger.

"We could see the love bits all over you!" Candace pointed out. "So, how did the boys react?"

"React to what?" My head snapped up.

"React to their precious little sister going to a party, and loosing her virginity?" Candace clarified.

Anger boiled inside of me. Who even asks these things? Why do people even care to know this stuff?

"All of you people are sick." I practically growled, standing up. "You want to know what happened? Is that what you all want? I was terrified! I was emotional and lonely, alone in a house with drunk college kids. I didn't lose my virginity. I was a wreck because for the first time in my life I understood what everyone had always been warning me about." I continue on, pacing around the stupid room. "Is that what you wanted to hear? Well, you have it. When will you ignorant narrow minded people shut up?"

I turned around swiftly, and stormed out of the radio room. In the area outside the room, Zayn was standing there with his arms wide open.
I ran over to him, sobs escaping my lips. Tears streamed down my face, along with all the makeup that was applied earlier. My body ran into his with much force. I wrapped my arms around his waist, and buried my head in his stomach. Zayn held me tightly, rubbing my back.

"I-I snapped. Everyone will know now? What have I done? I hate everyone! I hate myself!" I blurted out, far too worked up to even process what I was saying.

"Shh, let's go home, yeah?" Zayn's voice was low, and smooth. I nodded, not pulling away from him.

Zayn moved away from me. He lifted me chin up. He pushed pieces of hair out of my face, and kissed my forehand. I looked up at him, I blinked causing more tears to fall.

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TGIF

reading this over it seems kid of unrealistic what Candace was asking

but oh whale

this is a really short chapter, so I'll probably update later

~Tyson