Why try and say I'm fine when I know I'm not. That's because this is what it means to me:
F: forcing myself through life
I: insecure as hell
N: not aware of my life
E: endless amounts of the feeling of emptiness
People think "getting help" will help me but in reality that just prolongs the pain and makes my brain forget for a period of time. And for how long a month, a year and maybe even years but it still comes back no matter how much "help" I get or have gotten. It seems as though I am a negative magnet and everyone repels from me. Because eventually they leave and say they never felt that way and that was a lie and then I'm left alone with no one to hold. All because I got so attached and that person decided to leave.
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Lost
Non-FictionYou walking around your school and you see her. The happiest, most brightest girl ever smiling and laughing about. You think to yourself, "I wonder where she gets all this happiness", with the way she bounces around. Then suddenly you look in her ey...
