I lied to him. I know he feels and sees it. I told him I was perfectly fine and that he had nothing to worry about, but that's not the truth. I'm getting worse and worse and worse but no one sees, no one cares. All alone to deal with this taunting voice in my head. "The Voice", something I haven't even brought up to him but I can't tell he he'll leave. I don't want him to ever leave me. I mean if it was because he was happy with another I'd be fine, but I don't want him to leave because of something that I did.
To be honest I love him so much and I've never felt this way before. Before I knew I was the only one in love and he would leave. But..... This is different I love him and he actually loves me back and he's understanding and he doesn't want me for sex. I happy I finally have a relationship like that but me being the fuck up I am I know I'll fuck this up like I always do. Being with him honestly warms my heart and he's so much better than anyone else. I just hope it last.
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Lost
Non-FictionYou walking around your school and you see her. The happiest, most brightest girl ever smiling and laughing about. You think to yourself, "I wonder where she gets all this happiness", with the way she bounces around. Then suddenly you look in her ey...
